LoVe iSh alL aBoUt cOmpRomiSiN9.. nOt pRomiSes...

2005-05-21T12:55:00.000+08:00

wat the hell. did i do aniting wrong?? i wan him b responsible fer wat he said 2yrs ago.? is tat wrong? i cant slap him in front of my sisters? y cant i? he'll b paiseh?! wat abt mue? how would u brothers look at mue tis 2 yrs?! since he got his face & smashed my pride. now its my turn! hatred? oh. pls... u deserved it! i stand strong. if i tel tis to tcher u'll get canning. so u prefer canning? ya lah..! everybody sympathise u! but i wunt.! tel ur brothers say u ff mue b4? i slap u infront of my sisters got wrong meh?! hello! u got ur face.. now my turn.. i just wan u to taste the feeling of it..

2005-05-19T18:33:00.000+08:00

wat a day.. after much tinkin, i realised dere's right and wrong. ya.. shuden av slap him.. but all i wan was letting him to go tru' the humiliation den i'av gone tru'. i'm wrong to slap but i'm right as well.! i'm fighting fer my dignity & pride. is tat wrong? do he nid to say such a ting to show tat he's a real man?? NO!! well, i've apologised to him.. everytings is fair now.! i knw u brothers arent happy abt it. why not tink abt it? y not put urself into my shoes.? all i wan was a fairness.! since he said such a ting until mrs lim knws. y cant i slap him? btw, i dint ask my frens to go over.. i had my reason fer doing such a ting. y not understand.? if i duno hw he felt after wat i'av done, i wunt av apologised to him. u may tink sori can cure meh, fer all the guys dignity......? hello?! he oso apologised and expect everyting to solve..? i had my humiliation in front of u all. now it's his turn.. i wask kept in e dark fer so long.. to a ger.. her dignity is nva a past. i wan to let him knw.. if he hadnt said those words, dere wunt b today.. however.. i apologised fer doing wat i've done. it's a fair. i've got the humiliated, he got it too. mayb lyk wat i'av told joan.. jin tian hui rou dao zhe ge di bu, ke neng shi ying wei dang chu wo bu ying gai xi huan shang ta... sincere sorrie..

2005-05-13T23:47:00.000+08:00

it's rainbow after a great rainfall.. we'r fine now. hais. it's oni after tis, i realised tat i love him so much. so much more den aniting else.. it's oni den, i knw he's the one i wan to b wif. he can b a nuisence. a very gud looking guy.. full of violence. but i simply love him. u can say i'm blinded by lurf. but i truely lurf him.. i realised tat he's my everyting.. it reali pains mue to hear him in tears. not jus normal tears.. but cryin his hartfelt. i felt so guilty. hais. but everyting ish back to normal.. duckie & piggie story will continue.. nxt sun ish our 9mths ler.. hees. ANDY QUEK ZHI DING! wo ai ni.. hee.!! wo aai si ni yi bei zi..

2005-05-12T19:57:00.000+08:00

wat a day.. quarrell..quarrell.. and still quarrell.. frm tat moment u left tat plc.. u left my heart at the same time.. i'll take it as silent. dun ask mue wat's wrong.. dun ask mue happen.. dun ask mue m i okie.. cos i wan to b alone. today simply sux to core.. i'm tired. hais.. ya. it's mue de fault. i'm not a gud stead.. i worst den her.. sorrie.. i duno hw to b a gud & proper stead. i dun hw to lurf myself so i duno hw to lurf u.. sorrie...

2005-05-11T14:58:00.000+08:00

yawns.. ytd de maths paper 2.. wah.. gone case siahs.. sure pomp! one.. at 1st got confident tat will pass.. after tat toopid paper 2. wah.. siao ler!! hahas. bo bian lahs.. mue maths poor de.. hmm.. today got physic. lols. paper1 ez.. den paper 2.. hais.. duno how to say.. lyk study ler oso no use.. must do de.. cannot lyk chem use understanding.. well.. knw my mistake. gonna werk on it. sians.. dar dar gg miting his frens. den i so men.. sians. go play game ler..

2005-05-09T13:02:00.000+08:00

today ish Social & studies and emaths pp1. hmm.. i doubt i'm gonna pass my SS. it's lyk i skip SEQ de 12marks. -.-" my source-based oso duno wat shit.. sure fail de.. mue suddenly ferget all the skills. sure die ler.. but emaths lyk quite ez. at least it's easier den mock exam de.=) most question ish i knw how to do.. but duno correct or not. hais. at least gort abit of confident. =) hais.. reali hope tat i can pass my emaths. cos i've been failing and merely make it. just wan tis time to pass wif above mid-line. hais.. GOD.. help mue okie?? thanx.
lata gg ah di hse study history. well.. he's hist. damn absurt de.. lols. hope both of us can make it.. jia you.!! wat reali freaks mue out ish my dream.. shu yi say if dream nva sya out means the dream nva jie kai.den will come true.. so i'm gg to say it out now.. i dreamt of ah di lyk another ger.. den tat ger ish i knw de.. but i duno hu. my heart tels mue i knw her de.. =o den i keep slapping him. lyk tel him say he bluff mue.. say will nva let mue finish the story alone etc.. den funny lor.. lols. now i say out ler.. hmm... wat a funny dream.. even if he wan bian xin must oso wait fer mue bian xin 1st.. lols.!

2005-05-08T10:45:00.000+08:00

so tired.. dar go tuition. i'm stuck at home. but lata miting him fer lunch. hmm.. duno wat to do. mid yr ler.. still not studying.. looking myself into the mirror last nites. mue lyk grow vertical den horizontal.. haha.! must go on diet ler.. if not bcome fei po. lols. sians lor.. nth to do.. dar! dar.! wo hao xiang ni wors.. hmm.. in jap. dere's nth cal i mish u.. bcos we dun say tat. normally pips will say hao jiu bu jian(in japs). hmm.. i mish the life dere.. but nowadays, youngsters over dere arent tat innocent. too mani case of ONS ler.. guys r flirt over dere. more flirt den in SG.

2005-05-07T20:47:00.000+08:00

woo.. realised tat i'm slacking lyk hell. hmm.. stress ish coming in all direction. i jus slack. y everyone ask mue to study fer mid-yr? i knw. it's a gage. but.. is it necessary? i'm study fer O'level, not mid yr. even if i didnt do well fer mid yr. i wunt feel sad.. cos i knw wat i'm doin ish rite. bcos.. i dun wan to rush tru' the syllabus bcos of mid yr.. i take my time..and get everyting inside. well.. i predict tat i wunt b able to make it fer O.. cos i reali dun wan to tk O level. even if i get to study poly or wat.. wat abt my sch fees?? hais.. dun wanna tink abt it..

2005-04-27T22:09:00.000+08:00

wah.. so long since i last update my blog.. reali very lazy to blog. hmm.. hais. life getting more sux. duno y. dun lyk my life now.. so damn pek cek. mue & dar dar not in gud condition.. we lyk keep giving attitude to each other. hais. it's lyk we cant get into gud terms. another tings is that i dun understand y his ex MICHELLE lyk care fer him so much..?!! wat the fark!! hello? whether he does his work or not it's noe of ur business.! whether he goes fer remedial is oso not ur business.! and dere's one time when u msg him & ask him to talk to u? he's wif ME! and I replied the msg.! tinking tat he's flirting wif u? oh pls!den u tel tis to ur frens? HAHA! say mue wateva u want.. jus stay away frm him.. i jus dun lyk can?! fark off.!

2005-04-10T09:42:00.000+08:00

so fast.! dey went back to thailand ler.! so sad.. gonna mish tat chio puay ler.. *sob* summore at the bbq, she fell down twice wors.! *heart pain* she's so sweet-looking norhs.! hais.. too bad. she's a thai. den mue ytd nva go send them off. nvm! at least still can email her.. hee. ytd was our sports day! haha! guess wat? Genghis is the overall champion again!! fer 4 yrs ler! haha! and the cheerleading.! we got the Champ again!! haha! go genghis! go genghis! haha! i'm crazy ler.. lols. hmm.. now chatting wif puay.. she said ytd mani pips cry.. even calvin!! ooh.. so sad.. hais. kk. shall end here.

2005-03-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

hais. if u c.. u'll realised tat i've not been happy fer a period of time. i'm not sure wat's wrong wif mue. but all i knw ish tat i'm not the ger u knw.. we lyk keep giving each other attitude. i reali had enuff. it's lyk i just dun understand. wat's wrong wif us. i tink i'm not fit to lurf anione. cos i hated myself. hais. so mani tings in my mind. reali very sick and tired. i knw dere'r pips hu r waiting fer mue to break up wif him. so wat? wat do u gain? u gain nth but sins & retribution. dun b so evil.. hais. if i eva have mani choices. the 1st ish tat i wan no lurf in tis world. it's lurf tat make pips to av emotion. i would rather b a walkin zombie and not knwing wat's lurf. bcos lurf is bias. u can nva find fairness in the reality world. pips just come and go.. hu will stay? hu will go.? u gave mue lurf. yet u hert mue. i tink i'm havnt my pms soon bahs. hais. but hey hey.! tish ish wat i wan to say. if i can turn back time, i wan to b back at pri 5. cos tat's when i had my 1st lurf. "he" was every gers prince charming. but he gave mue nth and left mue wif a mess tat i've got to clear. the 2nd "he" make mue love him whole-heartedly and yet he left mue heartbrokenly.he let mue knw tat dere's nth called "fereva".but i must thanx him. if not fer him, i wuld nva learn to grow up. the 3rd "he" was a short 1wk. he was ugly swit to mue,but left mue wif a word "far". hais. the current "he" was definitely sumone special. fer all the scarifices and swit little stuff he did, i appreciate. he makes mue realised tat dere's sth called "foreva".. he showed mue tat tat 3 magic words r medicine.he makes mue love him deeply and yet on occasions, he makes mue hate him to the core.now tat i believed him.. will i be hert?i duno. 7mths had passed, r we closer or drifting. i wan an ans. hais.thanx fer being such a wonderful hubbie.. u make mue believe tat my hart shuden b numbed.
i reali wanna thanx tis few pipls hu make an impact in my life at diff stages. u make mue learn to grow. and tat wheneva i fall down, i learnt to move on. u make mue realised tat lurf ish a need not a want. ..

2005-03-27T16:47:00.000+08:00

kor pls norhs.! ur bbq starts at wat time? cant i jus go out wif him 1st.?i av my own planning of time. dun say bbq. out of so mani outings, got cal boh?nva.. hais. and u keep sayin will come teach cheers?teach until whr? nva even c u fer 1 meeting..reali disappointed. taut tat sat u'll come down,end up oso nva..nvm. take care.!
annoymous! if u dare scold mue, put ur name down.! dun nid scold den humji to put ur name down! btw, i dun act cute. i tink u'r the one hu act cute.! say mue ljb.! haha.! a ljb person calling other pips ljb oso.! a pot calling a kettle black.! dun so farker oso norhs.!say pips farker.? wat abt u.? i dun fark pips.! iu'm not lyk u hu's so damn LOOSE.! whether u'r a boi or ger, dun act lyk a typical bengs or lians.! it'll onilet pips despised u.!

2005-03-17T10:56:00.000+08:00

hais. tings hadnt been gg well fer mue. wanna slp foreva and nva wake up. reali sick and tired.reali wonder if i'm still exist. u all go out,cal lai cal qu. oso nva cal mue. den say wat i'm oways wif him.? pls norhs. it's u all hu nva ask mue out tat's y mue keep gg out wif dar. i love spending time wif dar.. but he oso nid time wif his frens. and i do too.! i guess i'm changing. if cant accept it. den fine. tel mue. i'll knw wat to do. =) i wunt brood over such stuff. elderest in sisters.? so wat.? hu bothers.? mue say no more. absolute foul mood..
wondering wat's hubbie doin.? today he's so damn bz. hais. training til 6. omg.! mei mei's fren keep calling. so irritating.!! Humph.! hais.. tis sat grand auntie yumiko ish coming. tat's real reali bad.. must dress uup very lady-like. speak softenly & oni jap-lang ish allowed. cos her eng sux..! omfg! wat m i to do.? cannot run away.. so mani of my cousins r running away. haha.! but cant run far de.. G.auntie yumiko ish damn stern ok.! she seldom smile & she's absolutely horrible.! haha.! luckily, auntie Kyoti isnt tat bad. she's so so gud to mue. even wan to pay fer my everyting.! haha.! mwahs.! yeah.! gotta b a big family gathering...

2005-03-16T20:55:00.000+08:00

*phew* hubbie today went down to cantoment. den he called mue say he go bois home.! gosh! i was lyk HUH?! u sure? mue ban xing ban yi cos the rest got probation den he & jasper pa go "home" reali diaos lor.! den mit him & pa at cp cos mue,joan,shuyi & jazebel go bk study. den mit dao ta. he still keep sayin he go boi's home. den he acted lyk nth actually happen. lyk no big deal. and i was lyk on the verge on tears le.!! omg! so sad can! de reach dao bk. he tel mue say he lied to mue de.. just wan to c wat's my reaction! UURRGG!! wanna kill him! reali xia si wo ler. dar dar.. u better dun play tis kinda tings. april fool isnt here yet.! haha.! oya.! before i ferget! i wanna extend my big thank you to xiao mei (joan) fer "doin" tis blog.! hee. muacks.! sisters foreva!

2005-03-14T12:31:00.000+08:00

u said u wan go out. den say i used comp fer so long. so wat? i hardly used lor. den i just do my blog oso got wrong meh? cannot do my blog & talk to u. u give wat attitude.! i hate it when u do such ting! u sux.! fark off^

2005-03-14T10:26:00.000+08:00

it's mue again. blogging. wth lor. ytd blog halfway,comp suddenlt shut down?? got virus?? omg! wat should i do? so sians. came back frm sch. got chem tutorial.. sians. ytd supposed to go down suntec to c cheerleading comp. but mue duno anione dere. moreover mue duno wat time starts and i dun wanna go alone. well, most of dem arent free.. hais. so i've wasted tis gud show i supposed. =C piple asked mue wat's love. tell all abt it.. well, all i can say ish. love ish nth when it's said as a word or a phrase. but love ish sth when dere's action to prove it. (hey! hey! dun xiang Y Y can??!!) lols. u shower the person wif all the care & concern. u show tat person u love him/her not by jus sayin i love u i love u i love u.. wat's tat.? it's complete 0. guys out dere, dun say i love u to a ger when u dun mean it. prove to her.. haha.! i must b out of my mind to say all tis. lols. dar.. tink when u c tis u must b tinkin- my dar siao ler.. haha.! ytd was a frightening encounter. lols. mue go eat dinner wif ah di's family + ah gong. his dad wanna talk to mue. den mue was lyk wat?! HUH?! wah.. my xim pi bob pi bob tiao.. beat damn fast lor. den go dere sit & talk.. actuallie ish nth.. nth abt mue. just wan mue to help ah di's wif his studies when my work arent tat stable.?? lols. wateva.. aniway.. not a bad experience. =) but a *phew* one. lols. oya.! kor kor.. tmr got cheerleading miting. 10am k! dun anihw run & b late. cos dere'll b tchers. =D lols. hao ler.. tink i wann S. T. O. P ler. time to cal baby ler.. hee. mwahs.! love my baby & sisters.! & oso brothers( cos my kor beside mue) & frens.

2005-03-01T16:11:00.000+08:00

hais.. i simply hate u.! u made mue disappointed.! fer ur info, i hate 2-headed piple.! and u'rre simply one of dem.! u said b frens, fine. den now u talk behind my back?! hello?! i dun mind not having u as a fren. cos pips tel mue to beware of u.. i said no nid. cos u'r MY FREN! y should i doubt u.! but i was wrong all tis time.. utterly disappointed. u dint mean to b frens wif mue. u're a great actoress.. u made my frens sumhw dislyk mue to av sympathy fer u? hello?! wat the fark arre u?! sly fox.?! u cheated mue.! for havensake.! so now tat pips hu i blamed and turn off to, hu's actually the one hu's telling the truth? i mind u.! u're just nth to mue.. u're not even my finger.! i even out down all those grudges. wtf.! continue sayin wat u wan. but let mue tel u, you will get ur retribution someday.. just wait and see. i'm not gg to do aniting abt it. i shall wait and see.

2005-02-27T11:28:00.000+08:00

i had my choice of wat kind of hair style i wan to av.. u lyk it or not is ur business. it's oways bcos of u tat i must b mindful of how i look.. it's a burden & stress to mue.!! i had enuff.. dun love mue fer my looks. but can u love mue fer hu i am.? i had awful fatty figure. unlyk ur other ex hu ish hour-glass fig. i av a ugly-pimplefull face. wat u wan? my last time de V ish at supercut cut de. tis time de V ish tat aunty cut de.. wat can i do.? i'm not a dummie which u can change hair style as and when u lyk.! i'm tan pearlyn! curently 16.! do u av ani problem.? say tat my ?V ish kns.? thanx ya fer ur comment.! do u dun lyk u can fark off.! hu do u tink u are.. u wan chio chio de stead.? go SLK and find. dere'r plentiful of dem.! sorrie.. i'm not chio at all.. wat do u expect.? gers hair ish not lyk boys hair.. once it's long, will b back lyk last time de.. gers ish u can mean cut ler.. very hard to change back.! if u tink my last time de V very nice.. den u go find a ger wif tat kind of V.! tis ish my hair.. i av all the say.! it has followed mue fer 16 great yrs.! u are nth compare to it.! do u knw i'm very fark up.? cos everytime go out wif u.. i must to absolute mindful.. and bcos of tat.. i had very very very little esteem of myself.! do u understand??

2005-02-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

today ish mue & hubbie de 6mth ler.! hee! hub.. i love u.! well, dun c lyk chao ah beng.. hubb treat mue reali gud. So swit.. ai si ni ler.! hubb.. how can i thank u fer treating mue so gud fer tis past 6mths.??!! u'r the absolute one. tis past 6mths was a ups and downs.. we'r lyk other couples,will quarrel de.. but i never last fer a day. or even an hr.? hee.. well, he told mue he dun quarrel wif his ex cos dey listen to him.? excuse mue.! makes mue tink tat dey av no back bones.. -.-" no offense taken. hubb, reali love u lotsa.! u make my world go round & round.. if not fer u, i tink i'm long gone.. u make mue live my life each day.. ur smile reali brighten up my day. not today but everyday.!! haha.! gan dong mah?? lols.! baby.. reali hope to b wif u foreva. Though i knw it's a not-sure tingy here. i jus wan us to last as long as we can. Baby u'r all tat i wan..! haha! the techno lyrics? haa.! hubbie.. be it heaven or earth.. near or far.. i'll love u now & 4eva.. hee.! mwahs.!

tis part ish fer u. u make mue tink tat u av no back bones. y must u scared of her..!? well, u may av ur reasons. but hey.! she's not the oni one u can play bball wif.! dere mani mani more. not tryin to be wateva or wat. i'm jus felt bu shuang. y must let her put u down? she's not part of us. is tat bball or u wan.? i apologised if i've offended u in aniways. k? sorri..

tis ish a ger i knw.. ger. u knw very well wat u wan.. y must u do tis to urself. u av a baby ler.. take care of ur health. if the guy refused to be the dad, get it away.. dun drag animore.! u'll bring harm to u and baby de.. understand boh?? wateva decision u make, i wunt support but i'll respect. ger.. old enuff to tink. y get into such trouble in the 1st plc.? y? y dint u love urself. although we av grudges in the past.. u'r still my fren. it reali pains mue to c u lyk tis.. and most of all, u disappoint mue.. ger.. be calm ok? dun ever hurt the baby & u. k?

2005-02-10T16:49:00.000+08:00

hey! yos.! hmM.. oh god.! m i tinkin too much..? hope no bahs. =) baby.. mish u lotsa nehs. V.Day jus nxt mon.. duno wat to but nehs.. hee. or do sth handmade.? hee. duno leh. tat toopid laogong at andy's hse gambling. humph.! well.. mue and her ok ler.. but mue still scared. scared tat she's lyin? cos baby is changing to gud. he loves mue still. hee. hao ai ni wors.! well, i'll still keep in mind wat she av said de. budden i'm sori. i still trust my dar dar most.. i'm sori. cos u sumhw stabbed mue b4.. so i still nid to look out. but u'r my fren no matter wat. yeaps.! =) pipple r changing.. wat has the world bcome..? and mue.? life is no longer the same. jus hoping tat each day willn be pleasant.! Frens out dere, listen.! i wan pur frenship be it bad or great.. i wan it to b foreva.! be it u remember mue as a bitch or best fren. i wan u to remember mue.! haha! including u who ish reading tis.! haha! i'm crazy.! well, i'm gg to treat everyone well, and sisters.! i love all of u.! sisters wan sui.!! haha! my baobei.. hee. i love u.! u'r the one i wan to live with. u'r the one i love most..! muacks.! duckie & piggie story last foreva..

2005-01-24T16:14:00.000+08:00

so sians ar.. yawns. nva go sch today. cos mama go hospital. den mue pei her go.. hais. duno wat's wrong wif mue recently. abit crazy norhs.. keep quarrelling wif baobei. almost break but dint norhs. cos both of us dou love each other deeply.. =) i'm changing to goods. but r u? u seem more short-tempered ler.. less sensitive to my feelings. u still duno wat can b said, wat cant. hais. reali dun understand u guys. hee. 5mths ad 2days ler.. fast wors. tat doesnt mean my love fer u'll change. baby.. when u gonna c tis?? hmm. dar dar de pool skill drop alot alot ler.. =x bad bad wors. must jia you! haha! hais. sians. nth to blog.

2005-01-11T15:20:00.000+08:00

well.. tis few days were a bad one.. dar dar lyk changing ler.. and the both of us lyk quarrel almost everyday.. kinda sick of it ler.. hais. reali cannot tahan tis kind of ting.. it's lyk i try not to b angry.. den he lyk mood swing lor. damn pek cek siahs. reali diaos norhs.. small little tings he angry den give attitude.. hais.. today in class mue reali no mood to study. cos have been tinkin all tis since last nite.. den mue keep writing letters to dar.. duno leh.. mue got yi du zi de hua to say.. but duno how to say it.. den after sch dar dar pei mue wait fer bus.. den mue just hug him titely.. hais.. duno.. just afraid tat i may lose hiim one day.. baobei baobei.. wo zhen de hen zai hu ni de.. i wan the old days we had.. i wan the days tat we were loving.. muackx.! -yi shen wu hui- zhi neng ai ni-

2005-01-03T19:53:00.000+08:00

well.. mama in hospital.. hope tat she'll get well soon. hais. sch finally reopen ler. sians 1/2. duno wat gonna do when having O'level tis yr.. hais. last yr to b wif my frens ler.. duno how will our friendship be? or mayb sisters? i oni knw tat i used to av a very close fren. wat really disappoint mue ish not tat she was no longer close to mue or tat she's closer to other frens and pang seh mue.. it's all not tat.. it's when mue and jo got some conflicts, she stood on Jo's side. she was even the one hu sumone "told" Jo abt it by asking if she knws tat dar & mue together not.. she even kind of say mue when she learnt tat i was attached wif dar.. i'm reali upset. after a frenship fer so long.. she did tis? sayin tat i've changed? o pls.. she did changed over the yrs. but i still stood by her and accept the way she ish.. u cant ask pips to change, but u can ask pips to improve.. hais. i knw no point of sayin tis. but tis had been kept in my heart fer long.. i wan to let all tis out bcos i knew tis ish our last yr tat our grp of sisters will b in the same sch.. after which, we duno will tis sisters tingy end or not.. since it's a last yr, i wunt bother how my frens treat mue.. and i'm gonna treat them as gud as i can.. cos i strongly believed tat sec sch frens r frens tat u'll b wif til u'r old.. i knw tat if i were to say tis to her.. she wunt agree wif mue. but tis ish how i reali felt & seen & heard.. to the ger: i doubt u'll b able to c my blog. cos ur internet ish down and i doubt my blog matters to u aniway... takecare & gud luck fer ur O'level. wateva i say, i still treat u as my fren. jus to let u knw.. tis ish how i feel..

2004-12-25T13:35:00.000+08:00

hey! hey! it's X'mas!! Merry X'mas wors.. hmM.. dint enjoy myself ytd. mue went to my cousin's de pub.. den got pips fight norhs.. crazy norhs. i heard dem sayin duno wat hia di which means own brother?? i duno.. but fightin among themselves. diaos lor.. haha! hais. baobe ish changing lor.. hais. duno wat's wrong. i find it harder to communicate wif him.. duno nahs. dun wanna tink.. haha! another 12 more days will b my bday.. will b 16 ler wors!!

2004-12-20T16:06:00.000+08:00

yos! here to blog again. hMm.. mue so happy wors. this wed ish mue & quek dar dar de 4th mth ler! hee!! hmM.. but i'm rather sad at the same time bcos. baobei ish changing.. changin to sumone i duno. he start to give mue attitude ler.. hais. it wasnt lyk tat in the past.. but nvm. i promise dar to give in to him as long as i can.. And at the same time, he'll too change. oYa! he oso promise mue to stop smoking on our 4mth. so ppl, pls stop askin him to share $$ buy cigs. And stop offering him those dirty sticks.! hao ler! shall end here.! take care pips! sch ish starting soon. Enjoy to the fullest. Nxt yr must study to the fullest ler!! haha!

2004-12-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

dar dar!! come blog lo... at chalet muz enjoy n oso muz take gd kare of urself wor.. hMm.. cannot ani how ani how wif ppl kay?? especially e ppl hu alwaes MSG u.. hehe.. mi veri sian lehz.. cant tok 2 u at nitez.. hope u'll call mi... well lets c.. =D oh yah!!! u beta dun drink hor....... if not........ hawhawhaw... haha.. siao ah u?? hMm.. gonna end here liao ba.. come here jus 2 write a short 1.. take kare n muz mish mi alwaes wor.. n i wil too.... luv ("v") <-- hearts R red.. my baobei (oo) <-- pigs R pink!! laopo...
''n i mean baobei wor" eheh.. familiar rite.. haha... lets not alwaes gif att liao le hao mahz? *mUaCkz*

2004-11-25T17:53:00.000+08:00

hey ya! my comp ish down again..so now at angel de hse. mue at angel hse learn how to doin chocolate. hmM.. not bad de norhs. hee. hmM.. so sians. dar dar go fishin. duno wat he's doin now.. got catch dao fish not.? hee. finally 3 mths ler.. so happy.. hope tat dar will stay by my side foreva norhs. aiyo! my dar dar blog the previous post. lols. sho funni. btw, it's his 1st time bloggin. =) not bad arhs. hao le.. let angel use bahs. paiseh ar angel.. rang ni jiu deng le.. hee. thanx fer teachin mue how to do tat tingy.

2004-11-21T13:08:00.000+08:00

~][hey piggy dar dar.. got sparks?? never tell mi?

*hMpH* u shuld go slap her liao le mahz.. i ask u wad happened den u kept telling mi nth.. nth.. nth! she big size? no no.. ish fat!! nxt time she diao u or wad u beta tell mi liao hor... stu king kong.. 2dae she oso ask u 2 shut up wen u cheer.. slap her la.. i support u... yeah lor.. yeah lor.. reallie bth dis kinda bhb de ppl lor.. shuld ask her look at herself 1st la.. nobodie wan her den go "guo yu bu qu wif others" go look at e mirror la.. (hu noes mayb e mirror wil crack) lols... knn.. kp my dar again, i make sure she wil end up in h n she wil REGRET.... si king kong!

lªöPoO.. wAhaA.. eh eh..wad i gif att den u gif... u oso got gif 1st lor.. not alwaes i gif den u gif lor.. i devil u angel la hor... *hMpH* cannot sae separate wif mi lor.. wan mi continue e storie alone har?? cannot lidat de lor.. tml ish 3rd mth liao le lehz... sandwich! sandwich! haha.. onil we 2 understand.. lols.. lame hor dar.. hMm.. dar dar i noe u kare bout mi.. i wil de lor.. i got cut down le.. but i noe wad u wan is mi 2 stop lor.. slowly kay?? yah lor.. compromising 2gether... i love u lots too darling.. *mUaCkz* take kare wor..

2004-11-20T18:14:00.000+08:00

hey ya! here to blog. hais. ytd mue & tat ger got sparks norhs. cos when i walked pass her she scolded mue bitch. den i bu shuang den scold her cb norhs. den i cant hear wat she yelling ler. cos sports hall dere too noisy. hais. mue nva go re ta norhs. damn fark up. tink she big size jiu dua kee meh?! wo pei arhs~! mue go dere support my dar dar de. so didnt quarrel wif her norhs. du lan niahs. suan le norhs. as long she dun do aniting. i wunt do aniting too. funny norhs. fancy a bitch calling others bitch?? wat a joke. *wateva*
hais. recentlr duno wat's wrong wif dar.. getting worked up easily. keep givin attitude. hais. sians norhs. den bcos he gimme attitude, i oso give norhs. cos i reali bth. sumtimes i reali bth til i dun wan to bother abt him.. even worst, separate wif him. but i simply love him too much ler. hais. diaos norhs. guess he wunt able to c tis bahs. tis cumin de mon(22 nov) ish our 3rd mth ler.. guess love ish all abt compromsing bahs.

dar dar.. u promised mue to stop smoking de.. but u lyk not doin anitings norhs. duno lahs. jus wan u to be healthy norhs. take care~ love ya~!

2004-11-14T09:39:00.000+08:00

hais. very freak wan norhs. sux lahs! do i av to report to him wateva tings i do? dere's nth to wori de lor.y feel toopid? u can go slp de lors. i reali very unhappy norhs. wah biangs. once i on my hp tis morning. pengs! spoil my mood. reali bwg norhs. i felt so tied down recently. we've been showing attitude to each other.. and i'm reali sick & tired of it ler. i'm tryin hard. but u dun seem to knw. dere's times to be serious and times to joke. sumtimes u reali testing my patient. hais. well, mayb i'm reali at fault. so confused.
mayb i shld cal and let u knw. but i'm afraid tat if i cal & tel u i'm calling sihan kor. u'll b jealous. he was having some probs. so we jusz chatted. so wat if i'll jealous? at least i'll understand norhs. duno norhs. dun wanna say.

2004-11-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

hey hey! here to blog ler..hmM.. mue told dar dar tat mue gonna share tis blog wif him. hee. err. change blog skin & i deleted my tag box..well. didnt want tat animore. hMm..oya! must xie xie js kor & joan fer cumin to the airport last fri. haha! dey jusz waited fer mue & pass mue the char siew bao den jiu go off ler.. diao norhs. haha! err.. and oso my dar dar.. he come fetched mue nehs. so happy wors. lols.hmM.. tis dar dar very gud to mue de. hais. too gud ler. until i.... mue kinda crazy tis few days. duno y too. keep giving dar dar attitude. lyk i got my mens. but actually over ler. duno. mayb post menstration syndrome bahs.=x hao ler. shall end here. take care! muacks!

2004-10-28T18:18:00.000+08:00

hais. at 1st reali in gud mood de. but after talkin to u. reali angry norhs. wah biangs.! tat time mue ask u if u allow mue go thailand mah. u say u wan u go norhs. den i said i can choose not to go cos i went dere mani times ler. den u insisted mue to go. den now when u talk abt the trip.. u kip sayin go lah! go lah! pengs! reali dun lyk norhs.. y say until lyk tat nehs? not 1st time norhs.hais. reali duno wat to say..make mue sho guilty norhs. it's oni 5 days niahs. den say until lyk i gg fer 5 yrs or 50yrs.. diaos norhs! hais. weird u..mue go will come back de mahs. say until lyk..^^tiew tiew dar dar ars. i will xiang ni when i go dere de..muacks! lurve u oni!!

2004-10-25T17:34:00.000+08:00

phew~! finally finshed doin ler.. err. not reali well done yet. but okie norhs. hee. hmM. jusz now mue kinda mad wif dar jusz now. can study halfway den go dascar de meh?? diaos norhs. cant b bothered. i cant control him too much. lata no freedom. so sick & tired of it. wanna orh orh ler.. hMm. mue promoted nehs! haha! cos i taut i would retain. scared norhs. hee. hao ler. shall end here. mama kpkb ler. bth her siahs. buh bye~

2004-08-06T12:44:00.000+08:00

yos! mue at joan de jia.. haha! so funny nehs. at 1st all say hao wan wear skirt de.. end up mue & joan end oso wear pants.. hMm.. today de celebration was awesome.. esp fer the NE Quiz.. reali unfair norhs.. lolx.! hmM.. wonder wear r we gg lata.? watchin ani movie? eatin pasta mania?? lols. mish those siahs.. hais. ytd mit him. den at 1st everyting okie de.. but once talk abt her. everyting turns bad norhs. wo hao rang ta liu lei nehs. pengs. diaos rite?? ytd, i heel zhong ah di de words. use 1 nitez to tink abt everyting.hoping to get an ans.. but to no avail. mayb tis is a challenge god wanna gimme bah. hais. tmr duno can go sentosa nort.. hmM.. hope mama allow norhs. heard tat tat grp of pipple oso gg. duno how true. but i tink got tis true norhs. haha.! mayb i shld listen to my ah di de hua- dun burden urself into problems.

2004-08-04T09:30:00.000+08:00

hais.. bell ring ler.. actually wan to blog de.. tat deepa lah! toopid de nehs.. hais.. mayb we reali shuden keep in contact 1st bah.. i nid to breath.. cos i'm reali lost of wat to do.. no one can help mue.. cos i knw my feelings best.. take care!

2004-08-03T16:56:00.000+08:00

hi everyone.. back toupdate my blog le. gotta rush fer my history project tat has to be presented to the class tmr.. hope to finish asap. hais.. at 1st my mood wasnt down. budden after seeing sumting.. i'm lyk.. my world had fall apart.. ytd while gg to c doc. happen to kan dao ta.. den he say he got tings to tel mue.. den we found a spot & sat down.. he told mue his feelings & while sayin.. tears rolled down his cheeks.. seeing him cry make mue felt xin tong.. hais.. den when he asked mue whether i like him mah.. i bcame a heartless person and said,"no." hais.. yan lei jiu zhe yang liu le xia lai.. i was lyin to him & myself.. i knew tat i reali lyk him.. but i choose not to be wif him.. silly rites? such a nice guy in front of mue.. even ade & joan say wanna kill mue.. joan worst. say wanna take fork and cha si wo. = x i reali duno y i say tat to him.. i knw i lyk him de.. but.. i simply knw tat i cant av him.. cos wart i knw ish.. i'm not the ger in his life.. i'll one day hurt him deeply lyk wat he did to mue 3yrs ago.. oh god! wat shld i do. hmM.. u all may say.. i dun love him. so it's okie.. but can u all tel mue wat ish love? i'll oni say i truely love a guy when the day i marry him.. hais. den we parted ler.. budden 5 yrs lata,we'll mit at 404 whr we used to av memories dere.. it's a promise between u & mue.. as fer today.. i saw the ger.. she turned her back to mue. i was very upset.. cos we used to b gud frens.. but cos of a guy, our frenship ish sho tensed up.. the prob ish.. we'r not 2gether.. hais.. y ne?? cos of a guy, frenship ish gone??! i'm not gonna let tat happen.. even IF 1day, i reali happen to fall fer tis guy, i wunt b wif him de.. cos i reali cherish the frenship i had wif her.. hais.. the brothers of his, tink u all shld b cursing & swearing at mue bahs.. bud i'm sori.. tat's all i wanna say..

2004-07-24T00:53:00.000+08:00

yos! pipple.. here to blog again.. at my cousin de hse.. kaos.. dey play gb.. den nva talk to mue. den i bo bian talk to myself. & slp norhs.. *abish!* reali very tired ler.. budden mus wait fer my father to fetch mue. waiting long le.. still havent come. eHh. still havent eat my dinner.. lata mayb go 85 market dere makan.. jusz nw talk to lwm.. he damn funny siahs.. keep sayin mue.. say wat i sure retain de.. pengs. a** siahs.. LWM.. mue wunt retain de norhs.. hurr..!! lolx.! abit sianz siahs.. both cousin keep sighin.. cos we all very sianz.. duno whr to go.. jusz nw went to pub wif cousin.. budden duno which idiot cal us to go his hse lor.. den here i am .. so damn bo liao.. kk.. duno wat to blog ler.. take care pipls!

2004-07-23T16:02:00.000+08:00

wah!! my blog got so mani spider webs nehs.. kaoz..! yos! pipple.. i'm back to blog again ler.. haha! hmm.. mue blog ish to scold 1 ger de.. cos tat ger simply fark up lor.. reali bth her!! 2 time pipple siahs.. fark up siahs. hais.. kor.. dun b sad norhs.. well, yaps.. mue & lwm de story end ler.. fer both of our own gud bah i supposed. though sumhow still cant bear.. budden.. still av to let go.. wat's ur will be urs. as rite now.. i kinda getting into a complicated stuff.. cos i tink it's real bad to do it.. i reali duno wat to do. can oni blame mue bah.. gave him hope sumhw. pengs. mue ish reali a bad ger lor. hmM.. shall end here... take care!

2004-06-30T21:30:00.000+08:00

pengs.! find so long still cant find ani info abt tat toopid north & south korea tingy.. duno wat shit leh..lolx.! gg to give up ler.. bth.. hais.. sch reopen fer cumin to 1 wk.. well, brand new start yeah? budden.. i still havent finished doin lotsa of my hols hw.. sianz.. scared nehs.. tmr my papa go take my report bk ler.. duno wart he'll say when he c F9 in my report bk.. duno wat Mrs Koh gonna say to him.. mue got tel my dad tat i did badly lor.. den he nva say aniting.. jus ask mue work hard.. bud mue still scared norhs.. hais.. tis wk nort very gud fer mue.. cos every wasnt gg smoothly.. *abish* tmr gg Victoria Threate fer full dress rehersal.sure die de..cos i still not sure.. summore fri perform ler..everyting last min den edit.pengs.hmm.. duno wart else to blog..shall end here bah.. to the special u' mue reali admire ur courage..ur determination..ur forgiveness..bud mue jus cant do it.. after all, it's been so long & feelings faded long time ago..3 yrs of waiting indeed made mue touched..bud..u'r too perfect & too gud fer mue.. u simply lyk a precious gem hidden by the mud if u'r wif mue..hope u knw how i truely felt when u asked mue tis..i duno wart to say or wart to do..jus hope u wunt wait fer mi ani longer.

2004-06-26T14:41:00.000+08:00

hey ya! here to blog norhs.. cos so long nva come here ler.. so mani tings happen.. dunch wish to say out one by one.. pipple keep asking mue i leaving ar..?the ans is yes. i am.. =) budden.. got a little percentage dat i'll stay cos i was hoping my mama or whoeva wunt av enuff $$ to pay my sch fees over dere.. lolx.! haha! mayb joan ish rites. down here tio hurt alot..so must leave..fly away...*PiEw...* haha! paiseh.. abit siao norhs.. lolx.! sianz ar.. sch gg to start ler.. havent do hw nehs..well, pipple.. better chiong fer ur hw..yeah??lolx.!

`u': yos! suan ler norhs.. wat's past ish past ler.. misunderstood ler jiu misunderstood ler.. let it past bah.. aniway.. dun av to say sori norhs. cos oso got my fault mah.. take care lotsa!
`m!n9`: wei! i reali duno wat u tryin to do.. tryin to stir up my life again?? lyk wat u did last time.. lemme tel u.. fark off.! *aBiSh* now den tel mue all tis.. isnt it too late? u chose to give up a yr plus the relation..wat can i say??hais..

2004-06-21T19:38:00.000+08:00

`to u`hais..knn lor.! i oso nva scold u rite?u scold mue fer wat?? break ur promise jiu break lah.. i got keep sayin u anot..nva rite?fark u lor.! at 1st i nort so dulan de..c u blog ler..damn fark up lor.. i oso nva say aniting.. wat i say?cb.. u very shity lor.. i lyk to talk cock cannort meh? my mouth leh.. by the way, it's mue de blog.. i got rites to say or blog wateva i wan norhs.. so i jusz cant c y i cant talk cock norhs.. i sad or wat.. my business lah.. y so work up.. pipple ask u read my blog.. u can choose nort to read de norhs.. y get so work up? say my attitude sux.. kk..i bwg.. cos no 1 ish perfect.. wat's wrong if i use hp cal u ne? i already cal ler mah.. den i cal ler den u say use hse phone cal..den i tink,i cal ler..den u ask mue hang up den use hse phone cal..my tone farking ar?sori norhs..i'm a farked up person..wif sucky attitude..u say everytime give u tat tone..den y u nva tel mue u dun lyk ne?i got ask u b4..wateva u dun lyk,jusz say..budden u choose to be silent..wat can i do..i cant force u de mah..lyk tat got wrong mah?freak siahs..aniting wrong if i use hp mah? i dun c aniting wrong wif tat..!! u lyk her jiu lyk her. i oso nva bad mouthed u.. u so gan chiong fer wat? u tink norhs.. u tink whether i'm at fault or wat lor.. let mue tel u norhs.. Tis ish mue tan pearlyn de blog.. i can say wateva i wan.. hais.. dun wish to quarrel wif u de norhs.. but seems lyk u forced mue too.. didnt expect our frenship will bcome lyk tis norhs.. hais.. bwg.. i say u cheat wif my feelings cannort ar? i try to console myself.. & make myself nort to cry fer u cannort is it?? i cant say tat meh?den u wan mue to everyday cry fer u..?lyk wat i did to steven? i nva say guys r jerks yi jing hen hao le lor..i say liars..summore it's joan help mue edit the shout out box..i havent edit my own..oso wrong?? pls lor.. u go xiang hao hao lah..is it u misunderstood me mah.. hais. bwg.. u too take care lah..

2004-06-20T13:53:00.000+08:00

hMm..now at my cousin de hse..den lata go another aunt de hse den go chalet..went to ade's church..den pastor jack preached us..haha!can slp bah...Hmm..but it was a meaningful service ytd..cos it's abt decision making..And i guess i made the rite choice to go service wif ade & min but made the wrong choice of falling into the wrong guy..lolx.!hais..though life gonna suck but i..gonna accept the way it is..yeah? sianz..jus now quarrelled wif my tat farking sister..she reali sux man..haha!she's beside mue now..but guess she oso wunt read de norhs..=) Oh ya! saw my Pri sch de senior..he's werking at X-Square..opp. the arcade niahs..wat a coincidence..hmM.. well,tis ish wat i call fate..haha! hais..dun reali feel lyk gg to the chalet lata..cos must face him..sianz1/2.budden nvm! i cant be bothered..cos he totally SUX.!lolx. kidding niahs lah..he sux or not..or crazy or crazy..i oso dun wish to knw..ya?cos we'r frens..and i dun c y i shld cry over or fall into great depression over a guy who actually toyed wif my baobei feelings..?well,count myself unlucky..mayb tings r nort gonna be smooth fer mue fer tis yr..studies sux..relationship sux..oni sisters & Q.S rOx!hey!hey!roCk'on man sisters!!WooHOO!hais.. i oso duno i reali happy or wat?mayb tis few days gonna mood swing alittle..cos my aunt visit mue again..kk.end here.

Kiat,u told mue he's diff.budden now..he's the same as the one b4..budden slightly better..haha!nvm..nva blame u yeah?i'm okie..perfectly fine..cos wo xiang tong ler..i'm toopid enuff to believe in him..take care cookie lao da.!!

2004-06-19T16:17:00.000+08:00

hais..time reali flies..yeah? 2 person disappoint mue tis mth..hmM..luckily got sisters men pei wo..aniway..not sad norhs..jusz felt cheated + fark up..shld i knw,i would have heel ur words..(joan) hais..but nvm. loving sumone means wan tat person happi rites? but..too bad..i hate u.. and wanna u to be sad..LOLX.!relax nahs..kidding niahs..wateva it is..doesnt reali bothers mue..haha.! but i've learnt 2 lessons ytd..one ish nva believe a guy's promise.. and another one ish beware of guys..!! Cos u wunt knw wat dey'r up to..haha!well, though mue de life gonna be slightly diff.i gonna keep movin on..yeah!lolx.!ytd ish my happi & sad day..happi cos my mama allow mue late late go home norhs..cos ytd joan de mama ask wo men wanna go ktv mah..den i try my luck..den na li zhi dao..my ah bu abit siao..allow mue..lolx.another happi ting ish..i'm single & free frm love problems..though the love & care frm sister & stead ish diff.nvm!sad ish..mue no more baobei le..haha!but i got a baobei at home waiting fer mue every nite..summore on my bed siahs..haha!hey!hey! dun anihw tink..it's my mashi maro..wif mue fer abt 2yrs ler..loving boh..my baobei nva leave mue de..i oni wan tix kind of baobei..wink* Q.S sisters r back to single life..Qiang sheng rawks!!end here.
`to u`: well,guess u'll come c bah..though i hate u fer not keeping ur promise..but nvm. i cant be bother le..well..reali lyk her,jiu jia you!*wink!gotta take care..and dun keep having fever & sore throat ars..haha!

2004-06-16T10:25:00.000+08:00

hi..finally here to blog to clear the spider webs & cockroachers & the spiders around my blog..guess it's spring cleaning time bah.. so mani tings had happened..esp LX. a guy hu i respect is foreva gone..a lady hu i tink she's socialable..is oso gone.tis guy once told me wateva happens..dere'll be he & her ding zhu fer me... i was very touched den.. cos he reali treats us well..reali..care fer us..Budden both of dem jusz changed over a nite.. R u sure it's our fault mah?? u sure nort? y not everyone's fault?? y push ALL the blames to us?? fark lor.. u all can choose nort to quarrel over us de.. wat we reali wan ish a gong dao hua!! a reasonable remark.. nort pushing it ard..wat the earth lor.. y must say until wat diao zui all tis ne? dunch u tink ish da chi xiao?? pls lor..more mature abit bah..Let me tel u all sth..u all had utterly disppointed us..nva expect tat tis day would come..reali..
DaNny:we nva ask u to blame michelle or wat..jus wan u to be fair..& we nva say we dun respect LX.If u say tat it's WE hu brought trouble fer brother..den let me tel u norhs..tis test show how deep is ur relationship btw each other.. u tink brotherhood is so ez de meh?sure will go tru' tests to make ur bonds stronger..u shld thanx us norhs..i didnt espect u to do such a ting..taut u would be fair & reasonable..help angel & michelle be frens again..we seriously didnt intend to help angel alone bud help teh both of dem..but since u & michelle say such a ting.. dere's nth more to say..i taut u reali care fer us de..u reali lyk our papa & mama..but..nvm.. nth more ler..jus wanna say a word thanx to u & michelle..
LX guys(including danny): duno when u all will c all tis..budden..oso wanna say a word thanx..cos w/o u, our skills wunt be better..it's lyk..a newbie til at least knw how to play bah.. thanx fer all the time & effort spend on us..reali appreciate it.. hais..thanx fer letting mue feel how it's lyk to av proper training & being a team manager..lolx.! reali hen gan xie ni men..

SistErs:let's nort bother wat or how some pipple look & say us..cos we'r sisters..and bondings r stronger..wunt let anione blow us down..yeah?SistErs! Rock on man!!WOOHOOO!!!!

2004-06-10T09:23:00.000+08:00

*YAWNZ* jus woke up frm a "nap" at ade's hse..ytd went to bei's ah ma hse to eat..haha..sho damn paiseh norhs..den bei cant behave himself..nutti..hey!hey!dunch get da wrong idea wors..haha!den bei sorta force mue to eat siahs..hais..but nvm..mue ish a big eater..!!*ARMMZ!* i can eat my bei down nahs..sHo. pipPle hu bulLy mue..plS beWare oF tis big eater here!!haha!den after makan jiu mit ade at cp..den as we walk..alot of ting running tru' my mind..doubts..feelings..love..truth...flirts?hais..duno y toO.. rather shocked bahs..den upon reaching..we saw joanne..haha!wear lyk little princess lyk tat..cute nehs..haha! den ade suddenly say wanna go my hse ton..den i lyk uh? reali mah..haha!den go home norhs..den we watch vcd til abt 1plus 2 lyk tat..den both bth ler..wanna koon lers..haha!den we jiang hao 4am wake up go c sunrise..den end up hor..she wake up ler..nva cal me..*GriNZ**aBiSh* den say wat she very lazy to wake up..haha!Den end up slp til 6plus den wake up..Den supposed to pei her wait fer bus de..den end up..eat breakfast together..haha!den go her hse use comp..budden end up i slp 1st let her use..den now restore energy ler..can come update lEr.s!..haha!siao!so happi..ytd & today de programme man man de..haha!lata finish vball ler go nchs c minmin & esther men de ah pu nehneh de dance..lolx.!shall end here..dunch wanna say abt sad tingys cos once written..remember fer life..yeah?haha!take Care pipplE!
`hUBbiE` mue in the cab hear wat u say hor..abit affected norhs,,budden i wunt leave u de..cos mue jus love tis baobei of mine..hais..duno when u'll c tix..cos u told mue u seldom c blog ler..budden nvm..hais..hMms..mue lurve bei mroe den aniting..sho i'll jusz fergive & ferget..haha!will always caRe fer u de.k?muackx!

2004-06-07T17:24:00.000+08:00

hais..ytd was finally over.it was an awful day to survive ytd..thank god tat i had survived last nite.mue ytd had a terrible quarrel wif my parents.. dey reali sux to the core.. dey'r farking bias & show favourtism..hais..even an outsider said tat my dad dotes on my sis more..i was devasted upon hearing it..nva did i expect tat my dad wld do such a ting..he scolded me in front of my relatives jusz bcos i scolded my sis stupid idiot asshole.?! hais..reali *bwg* den when my parents came back..my mama keep sayin lotsa tings..den duno y..suddenly we both quarrel cos of my bloody sister..reali hate her siahs..she sux man..wat a farker..!hais..den mue reali very fark up wif my parents norhs..den quarrel until i cried..den my mama keep slapping mue siahs..den my papa stop her..den i tel my mama i dun lyk pipple to slap me norhs.if she wan,jiu beat me norhs..den she keep slapping mue siahs..den duno how come hit until my papa..hais..mue at 1st taut my papa ish those reasonable type de..at least he'll listen to how i feel norhs..budden my mama..sux siahs..knn..reali bth lor..hais..den quarrel til quite some time,my papa take chair den throw at mue......hais..reali bwg..cos of my sister,he did tis to mue norhs..it's not lie lor..got hit me norhs..den i snatch de chair wan to hit him back..budden his strength stronger den mue..den mue scold all the vulgarities..den mue damn angry jiu self distruction lor..den i keep cryin siahs..reali bth..den i msg ade..den she ask me go her hse..budden i didnt.it's late ler..abt 12+ ler wors..dun wanna disturb her family though her mum ask me go..summore ade nxt day got vball,dun wanna her 2b tired..hais..sianz..den i today nva go vball training..too tired ler..summore eyes swollen..cry too much ler...hais..shall end here ler..take care pipple..

`jS kOr` heY! duNch tinkie abt tat SI ler.though u didnt make it tru'..it's okie de..u did ur best yeah?u shld b proud of urself..cos..nort mani pipple dare to join wors..take caRE!!
`DeAr` sOri ar..make u sorta wori fer mue ytd..hEex!..Err..everyting sho far..okok norhs..dunch wori ler..cos i ren ming ler..tings cant go in my way..nvm!mue xiang dao ni jiu happi ler norhs..got such a great dear..haha!take care my dearest!lolx.!

2004-06-04T18:32:00.000+08:00

yoS!changed blog skin..hMm..today supposed to go out wif joan dey all de..budden mue no $$..!!lolx! sho nv go norhs..*saDdieS* den ade & i play vball in sch..frm morning 9plus til abt 4plus bah..haha! hais..mue jusz talk to dear..den he lyk angry norhs..cos i told him i dun like....den after tat he lyk angry le norhs..den i ask him he angry..he say dun av..*bwg* budden mue can feel it de norhs..reali..hais..den i suddenly duno y feel very fark up norhs..jiu hang up w/o sayin bye..hais.den he angry ler norhs.. i tink i oso wrong norhs..cos i was rather rude lor..hais..den when i sms him..he say wanna cool down..den i was lyk..uh??cool down??fer wat?wat the earth man!! hais..mue beginning not to feel well ler..not love sick wors pipple..got fever..but den taken panadol lers..bi jiao hao ler..take care!shall end here..

`laOgOng`
dEaR ar.i reali got nth to say norhs..i oso duno wat u angry abt..as in..wat's the roots of it lor..cos i seriously dun lyk it when u mention "dem" norhs..u say u xiang dao jiu say norhs..av no intention de..mue trust u norhs.wat if i nxt time keep talkin abt my team guys..u oso dun lyk de norhs..sho i jusz hope u'll understand & put urself in shoes..since i've done tat,i cant c y u cant norhs..nort tryin to pick a fite or wat..jusz wanna let u knw..hais..muackx!love ya!mish ya!

`jS kOr`
yoS kor!!tmr ish ur biG day wors!must jia you nehs! do ur best..sho u wunt regret after tat..okie!mue admire ur courage..if i'm u,wunt even join.. scared paiseh.. budden u didnt care how others tink abt u...way to go man!!lolx!wo men hui wei ni qi dao de..lolx! hope everyting go smoothly fer u..take care!! *huGgie!*

2004-05-31T11:23:00.000+08:00

hi pipple..well. as u can c frm my sisters' de blog..wat dey say etc.. dun wish to say ler..disappointment?mayb bahs. budden wat if u'r reali in my shoes?and u'r actually a *dots* u sure u can react tat way mah? mani times in life, certain tings tat happen u wunt be able to totally knw how it feels lyk..u can oni imagine..b4 i was a.. mue too.told my frens tat doin such a ting wunt help solve problem.and when dey gave me such excuses or reasons..i wld jusz ignore..til i was one of dem..i totally knw y dey say such a ting.. u all duno wat process i'm gg tru'..yeah? can u reali totally be in my shoes?no..cos u'r not me..u duno wat's gg to happen to mue.. as in psycology. hais.nvm. u knw the stress? i doubt sho bahs. hais. suan ler.. mue promise papa ler. no more lers.sho pipple hu try to tempt mue..fark off! get ur filthy hands away frm mue! coS of u..tat toopid tingy!i gonna lost mue de sisters.jusz hope tat dey'll understand norhs. hais.

`siSterS + pApa + koRs`
erR.. tink i reali disappoint ni men bahs! reali dui bu qi.. nva expect u all to fergive mue..budden jusz understand jiu ke yi ler.. av u reALi put urself in my shoes? mayb wat i explain oso no use ler bahs.cos u'r still mad at the top..or sadness in the sea? suan ler bah.. jusz to say i'm sori..nth more to say ler..let u all cool down bahs..hais..take care!papa..thanx wors. wo mei shi ler..i'll keep mue de promise..and papa..remember to take my report book ar..haha!

`laOgOng`
dui bu qi woRsx. mayb u wunt wan to knw the truth..u wld rather me to cheat u den telling u the truth??is tat wat u reali wan??i doubt sho bahs! i told u cos i felt guilt norhs..nort jusz to make u angry or watsoeva de. cos i dun wanna a day tat comes tat u said tat i keep tings away frm u.yeah..? aniway..sori to make u wori fer me on "tat day" and make u reali sheng qi..i knw u reali care fer me lots..so much tat no words can describe.. take care!muackx!

2004-05-26T16:03:00.000+08:00

KoNbANwA!watashi wa here to update ler.HmM.ytd mue & ade made a deal or i shld say a promise to each other norhs..cOs she very kong bu de lor..wah biang..eat sweets lyk eating tidbits siahs!she eat the mentoes rite..lyk eating prawn crackers siahs..reali scaring de lor..u can c tat she everytime spend lotsa $$ on sweets.!kaoz.!den ytd she said tat she scared gort tang niao bing norhs.lolx.! haha!tat's y we make tis deal lor.i must finish eating the sweet in my mouth ler den she can take the 2nd sweet..if nort hor..my 1 sweet duno = to her duno how mani de sweets siahs..*pengS* ytd mue knw my level ranking and my overall lors..hais..sux to the core man..mue tui bu hen duo norhs..reali alot lor..hais..hu knws i may retain nehs?haha!ytd oso gort mit my dear at 120..budden he give me the feeling tat he's being force??cos sth norhs..*bwg* kkz..pipPle..shall end here nows..take care!!

2004-05-25T18:46:00.000+08:00

hey ya!mue ish here to update ler..hmM.still mad at tat person hu make me fall norhs!wtfreak!freak siahs!hur..! taut he sho damn clever..hais.wat to do..it's all faith bah!haha!wat nonsense mue talking nehs?lolx!wondering wart my dear doin siahs..today pon sch norhs.sho huai dan!*da pi gu!*haha!hais.mani pipple quite shocked tat wo men zai yi qi.den give me the feeling tat dey'r sorta "against" or i shld say dun reali lyk bah.budden mue wunt cos of tix den shang gan qing..Jusz wanna tel dem tat wat i wan ish a darLing hu cares fer me & teng wo norhs.oya!must oso lurve me norhs.hais.mue jusz hope pipple will accept the way it ish.cos mue reali lurve tis darl of mine..he gud to me nehs.hais.reali duno wart to say norhs.budden no offense taken lor..reali!cos i wan frens,darl & sista(S)!!u all rox my world to the top..budden tings isnt gg as smoothly as i taut it shld b bah..budden nvm norhs.i'll still continue to lurve my darl.aiyah..y i sho naggy nehs?bo bians..pipple old ler..using purple colour de EZ-link ler.haa.mue dun care wart pipple ish tinkin lor.jusz hope u all will accept the way it ish..budden you ler darl..doesnt mean i ferget sisters and frens!u all still in my xin li de..haha!love ya lotsa!muackx!

`laOgOn9` dunO when u'll come c & tag lor..and den u still havent update ur blog..today ish 25/5 lers!aiyoh..bad siahs..ade say u 17 days bo update ar.even my ah di(zhong) better den u..oni 14days nv update..:X haha!*diAos* hais.no matter wart happen u still mue de laogong norhs.though u dun reali lyk mue playin bball wif guys.budden i'm so sori norhs.i cant give u tat assurance lor.cos all ish team mates mah..rite?u nort sho unreasonable de rites?deAr..dun let wart pipple tink affect ni norhs..okie?muackx!love ya!

`ah di` haha!aiyoh!dun tink sho much lahs..mue will help ni de..haha!ade looking siahs..den ask how i gg to help u.haha!funny siahs..budden bu hao xiao.haha!jia you lah!i'm neutral de lor..budden abit bias lor..haha!my ah di..sure help de lors.bud must be fair ar..sho dun guai jie wors!take carE!*huGgie~!*

2004-05-18T13:29:00.000+08:00

at 1st mue de mood ish okie de norhs.budden cos of sth happen..i sianz1/2 lor.lyk my fault lyk tat..nv even ask jiu glare at pipple..dun wish to say hu norhs.the person knw de..wat the earth man!i jus ask niahs..den kanna misunderstood ler..how can lyk tat de..nort fair norhs..hais.budden nth ish fair in tix world..dun doubt my hatred i av fer u..cos i hate u more den i love u now norhs.!reali disappointed lor.hate the way u look at me..wtf!sianz..u shld at least ask me 1st?u tink i reali gonna do tat?no lor.u can joan or ting.dey'r wif me norhs.dun sterotyped the question i ask lor.dun ever do tat lor.duno wat u tinkin siahs..if mue sumhw misunderstood u de hua..den mue now sincerely apologised to ni..

2004-05-13T17:59:00.000+08:00

hey pipple! mue de exam finish ler norhs..haha!*YAPEE!!* haha! budden last paper die dao hen nan kan wors..haiz..sure fail A-maths de..hais..reali lorx.cos i reali anihw do de..mayb cos i no mood bah..ytd oso nv reali study properly..my mama sick 2 days ler worx..den mue..lyk nv reali help much norhs..den feel hen bad..*hur..hur..* haha! jusz now sho funny leh.mue come ade de hse..den we use the digital cam take photo..take until our mouth hen suan ars..take fer so long..we oni choose 5 bahs!.lols! we take until lyk nobody business norhs..lolx! hMm..tink i tmr must 4am wake up bah!cos my mama 5am jiu leave de hse..hais..muiz mayb pei her norhs.aniway..exam oso over ler..hais..hao lei wors..pipple..muiz blog til here.now must help ppl tag le..haha!take care wors!muackx!!*huGgie!*

2004-05-12T14:07:00.000+08:00

kOniChiwaa!wah..time reali flies wors..tmr ish mue de last paper ler..sho fast nehs.budden tat's gud norhs.haha!ytd mue & ade go TM norhs den sun bian mit kenneth kor.den awhile lata we all go mit hockseng kor & jack dey all at pavilion pool dere.den ken kor taut we cant go in..den scared we bei zua.haha!budden he duno we oways go dere norhs.lolx.nvm.he very tootie de.haha!den kan dao hs kor lyk abit shocked dao nehs.cos he changed alot siah..frm those cool cool xiao shuai ge to even more shuai wors..den jappy + cute cute nehs.haha!he got stead ler..my da sao..oso another swit + cute de da sao wors.haha!can view frm my friendster..name ish ter ter.lolx.!kawaii nehs.den after tat we go off lers.den mue & ade abit siao lor..go take pic..we 1ST time take together nehs.den luk sho funni wors.*bleah!*Hmm..mue go home study norhs.den study til halfway..mue ting dao wo de mama shen bing wors.she gastric siahs..den keep vomiting..hais.den i abit no mood norhs.cos she today early morning must go kai dang ler.it's lyk 5 plus in da morning norhs.hais.den my papa pei my mama wors.hais.if i tmr got no paper,i'll sure go help her de.budden tmr got a-maths.hais.den no choice..mama,dui bu qi wors..hao lei wors..hmM.tix fri de outing got alot of pipple nehs.gg to abt 20 pipple norhs.wah..lyk gg to pia zui lyk tat.haha!funny siahs..hais.mue tinkin of alot of tingy..the more i tink,the more afraid i'm lor..aniway..i wunt stay in SG fer long.. :X *oppS* cOs i mayb leaving lers.lolx.oni some of u knw wat i mean bahs!budden must depend norhs.hope it's a no bahs.wo bi chong qian kuai le nehs.mue getting better lers.thanx to wo de jie mei mens!*twist!*jie mei..go c sister blog.
`~jiNgsheNg kor.` hey ya!kOr.dunch sho gan dong nahs!haha!meis support kor ish ying gai de.wo men go dere ti ni jia you!!must jia you wors!!bu yao qing yi fang qi..even if fail ye bu yao jing..Cos at least u'r daring enuff!!lurve ya!muackx!
`~rachEl.` laOgong ahs..u dunch anihw anihw wors.dun ruin urself ke yi mah..dunch do aniting silly nehs.since u knw it's wrong jiu bie zai zhuo lers.dun make ur tix laopo dan xin ni ar..hao mah?muackx!lurve u muchie..!!
`~ade.` i tink wat i wan to say to u oso say lers..aiyah..u now looking at wat i type..lata dunch av to c mue de blog liao lors.lyk tat whr got fun?turn away lahs..*still looking*-.-" aiyah..everyone will mit sumone u love alot de..mayb joelive ish da one fer u..mue have met mine ler.u will met tix person sooner or later de.mue ish abt yrs ago bahs..(dunch wish to say hu)..hmmM.now tat u av met urs.ni jiu gen ying gai jian qiang..zhi dao mah?!dun pity ur self..dun keep sayin lyk..hais..he dun gimme a chance..etc..tat will make u feel worse norhs.jusz tel urself tat u lost a person hu dunch lurve u animore ler..u cry fer him all tis,he knw mah?no rite?den lyk tat u bo hua lor..ur situation now ish 1 way traffic..he now getting on very well wif his life.even av sumone in his life ler..u nehs?still dwelling on da past..when will u wake up nehs?hais..*bwg*.mue wanna scold & cry fer u siahs..budden mue knw u nid mue de support nows.!:D i'll be dere to embrace u a tite hug wheneva u nid mue..*promise*nahs..write da longest fer u ler.s..hope u can reali zhen zuo qi lai k?muackx!lurve u ger..*huggie!*

2004-05-10T13:00:00.000+08:00

today maths paper..duno can pass anort.xin li yi zhi xiang zhe ta..tel "her" how i feel lers.budden.."she" nv say aniting lors.cos i say i dun av motive mahs..duno wo fang qi ler mei you..duno if wo yi jing ba ni gei wang ler..hais..you shi wo hui bu jin xiang qi yi qian de shi..dan wo zhi dao zhe yi jing guo qu ler.ni bu ke neng zai hui lai ler..suo yi..wo xian zai man man de fang qi ni..tink u wunt come c bah..mayb u bz studyin bahs.hope u can reali do well fer ni de exam..esp end of da yr de..haha!u all must b tinkin hu's de "she" .."B"?lolx.no lahs..i'm stil straight lors.haha!tis fri de ladies nite ish Ladies cum LX nites worx.tink sho bahs..hais.reali duno wart to do..hope exam can faster over..den wo jiu ke yi wen ni ler..?duno bah. mue ytd very DL wif tat freaking A**hole..kaOz.everyting lyk mue de fault u knw..it's he choose tis way de lor.he must bear the consequences.budden it luks lyk i'm da one apologising to ni..den ni hao xiang hen xiao zhang!wtf..den become dada shoe apologised to me..den ask me to cal to apologise to tat "yuan"..wat siahs.Den u cal yang,den ask yang to tel me nort to cal u..freak!as if i'm calling u..say wat..u very dua kee..lyk wat siahs..reali bth wif u lor.dun u feel bad..cos of u..u make one of ni de brother feel bad.oso nort ta de cuo..it's U hor!!*humph!*.okie..i finish wat i reali wan 2 say to u le..mue feel better ler..haha!wassup pipple!lols!hais..wo yi jing shi qu yi ge bu ai wo de ren ler..but wat can i say..nth more..take care!!
`i'l|uz` tink u oso wunt come c de..hais.budden still wanna say bah.tink u knw wat i'm tinkin lers..dun wanna pressurised ni..sho i'm keepin everyting down.i'm nort sad lors.but jus duno wat to do norhs.cos u lyk other ger bahs..tink sho rite?mue duno hu's she..but..jusz wan to tel ni. since u lyk her..den jiu go fer it..u can wait de..and i'll oso wait..*diaOsz* budden if ni men zhen de zai yi qi,i wunt get in between..budden..slowly de rang ni qu ai ta..take cares!
`di` hey ya!ni guo de zhen yang ler?quite long nva talk to ni ler..how's ervyting?gort ani problem can tel jie dex.mue will help ni..haha!after exams den tink of ni de problem..stay happy hor ah di..when no1 dere,still gort jie here worx..*chEex*
`ade` ger..did i do the wrong ting?mayb i shouldnt ask him tat in front of u bah..he said the environment must match..as in he wish tat when he go out,u can evrytime pei him..den it's lyk he evrytime at nite go out..he oso gort say mayb gort chance lor..mue dun wanna c u sho sad..hais.wan cry jiu cry lah..dun go ur room cry de..hais..y u sho silly neh?hais..at least u did wat u supposed to do norhs.dun tinky sho much ler.study 1st.after exam den tink until u song..haha!opps!cannot luff..ger ar..it's nort the end of the world yet..still gort me..i'll be dere fer u..*huggies!*muackx!

2004-05-06T16:09:00.000+08:00

wat has the world become??full of shit?hatred??haiz..dere's no love ler.y sho mani ppl sho troubled..?jusz now saw tat circle..haiz*bwg* reali felt disgusted lor..everyonce wear nice nice den tat circle...nth to say siah..ytd he make my fren almost wanna quit lian xin siah..mue tix manager sack diao him den he knw siahs..humph!aiya..sianz lah..duno wat u tinkin oso lor..cos i cant understand u siahs..bwg lor..i cant tel u aniting oso..tel u how i reali feel oso no use de..cos nth ever changes de lor..haiz..u can say me wateva u wan..but mue oni can say..if u tink it is,den let it be..u lyk other...let it be..qu zhen qiu ni zhi zi de kuai le bah..duno u'll get to c tix mah..i doubt sho bahx..haiz..pipple..take care..sisters..tink u all zhao dao xin fu le bah..haha!take care!!

2004-05-05T16:18:00.000+08:00

yoS!mue now at min de hse..haha!so long nv blog le..so mani happen siahs..haiz..got gud and bad..gud tingy ish..mue ish LX de manager worx..haha..not funny lor..sianz..haiz..mue ytd sorta hurt sumone lor..cos i was very frank wif him siahs..make him paiseh lor..budden it's sth tat cant b possible de lor..haiz.those hu knw jiu shh..den another ting ish..haiz..mue duno wat i'm tinkin nort..sisters ar..kan dao ni men neng na me de kai xin..xin li gan dao hen an wei..esp da LX pipple lor.*Err..!*haha!kanna influence ler..lolx.haiz..ytd msg my tix fren..den sumhow..haiz..tink misunderstood lor..i say mue gort no motive de..haiz..*bwg* wondering how's life fer...love ish empty..it starts wif a smile and ends wif a tear..haiz..true hor..nth to blog le..nth to say too..actually got alot of tingy to say de..but..dun feel lyk sayin le..haiz..after exam den solve all tings bah..dun wanna tink abt aniting now..cos..life jusz sux lor..duno y..but tat's wat i reali feel lor..budden..certain tings in lfie cant b forced de..love u in slient lor..take care pipple..study hard..mish ya!love ni men!!muackx!!

2004-04-29T17:19:00.000+08:00

heY piPplE! i'm baCk tO blOg lE..muA waNna saY mUe gOrT a vEry gUd + cArinG + sWeEt de laOgOng wOrx..haha!!reaLi..he reAli dui wo hen haO..muacKx!it'S lyK he'lL nv faIl tO msg muE guD niTe msG..nO matTer hOw bZ he iS,he'lL msG muE dE..haHa!tiX kiNd oF laOgOng whR tO fiNd ne?riTE?*claP cLap* lOlx!he'S cuTe siAh..laOgOng..i'M faLling in lOve wiF u..lolX!althougH sumTimEs fiNd u abIt...buDden!u tOo sWiT le..okok!tIme tO diSclOse tiX laOgOng oF mue..hE's....LEWIS!!!haA*penG!* hAa..lOlx!he's muE de laOgOng sinCe lasT yr..haha..piPple..u taUt i gOrt a neW steAd le aR?haA.nOpex.nOt reAdy yEt..weLl,wo shi qu yi ge bu ai wo de ren..er ta shi qu yi ge ai ta de nuhai..jiu suan ta zao da yi ge ai ta de nuhai..na ge nuhai ye bu hui he wo yi yang de ai ta....*nO cOmMents*lOlx..mue tOday abiT siaO lOrx..cOs my aunTy cOme..dEn spOil muE moOd siah..sianZ..eXamS cOmiNg lEr. But muE duN fEel lyk stuDinG siAh..vEry laN dUo..heEx.duNo hOw tO stArt lEh..lOlx.laMe hOrx..aDe nOw dOin Ss de hW..latA dEn asK hEr teAch muE chemiStry..haO le..juS waNna asK Ni meN tO stUdY haRd wOrx..muAcKs!SiSterS waN sUi..

2004-04-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

yOz!i'm heRe tO blOg agAin..Can u believe..it'S cOming to 9 le..den mua still at ade de hse..haha!cos i changing blog skin mah..den do do until now..lolx.!sho paiseh worx..haha!aDe now doin social studies de hW..lolx.haha!muiz reach her hse at abt 4 bah..kaoz..my mama calling le bah..muiz still havent bath worx..*sTinkO* haa.. *paiseEh* haha! hoPe piPpl wilL lyK muA blOg skIn..hahA!taKe cARE! *peACE*
Ade ar..muiz reali wanna xie xie ni worx..i reali duno wat to say to u ar..haha!reali very grateful to u worx..haha!i tink tix is the 2nd time muiz come ur hse to use comp bah..eRr..hope tix wunt last fer long cos my internet server ish down..duno wat happen.Den my toopid pa still dun wan to do abt it..haiz..bwg..haha!faster do ur SS hw lah!dun keep looking wat i blog lor..lata when i go home can c de lah..haha!*kPO* kidding niahs..thanx ya sO mucH!muackx!

2004-04-26T16:18:00.000+08:00

hi piPple..muA agaiN at aDe de hSe.haA.eRr..shE nOw beSide muA loOking!!*diAoz u..* haha!kidDing.dun luFf lah..pulL oUt uR tEeth ar..Haha!muA gOrt alOt oF stuFfs waNna blOg.bUt dOubt i'lL dO taT bah.hMm..taLk abT friday de Ladies Nite baH.i tinK u alL read my sisters' blOgs..we diDnt watCh mOvie..Err..dEn..mUa,Js kOr,dOnaVen, kOk lian,euNice & racheL gO *ahem*..AniwaY tAt waS mUa lAst daY wOrx..*swEAr* OpPs!caNt sWeAr.Err..dEn *ahEm* halF way,seCuriTy gUaRd cOme iN siaH..hahA.dEn naG alOt oF tiNgy..sAy waT he dUn caRe aGe,den duN wan us tO *ahEm* at thE stAirS.saY wat the SCDF piPple wiLL scOld deM??haHa.deN i waLk Out tO thRow de tinGy.Den na li zhI daO,jS kOr osO fOllOw muA.dEn lEft deM inSide..oYa~!we oSo feRgeT tat the dOor hOr. ish oni outside can opEn dE..hAhA.LuckiLy,dOn outSiDe.bUdDen hor.he foLlow uS walk out.den lOck dEm wiF the seCurity guArd...haa.opPs..caNt luFf.dEn i tinK thE guArd ask Dem gO oUt trU' 1sT flOor..*guilty* hmM..den we gO miT jOan deY alL..den nTh muCh lE lOrx.hAiz..piPple..exam cOming lE..muA stilL slAckinG woRx..haiz..
[xx.LeniCexx] jiE aR..dunO u'lL cOme C tix nOrt leh..bUt juSz waNna sAy yi sheng dui bu qi..haiz..muA wunT fag lE..hAa.takE caRE!stuDy hArd!muackx! *huGgie!*
[xx.zhOng.xx] u very funNy lOrx..muA nV SAY it's she lorx.i asK hiM?mErely guEssing?y sho ovEr-reActed ne?haiz..laX laH..i dUno waRt anDy told u lOrx.bUt mUa nv saY he blufF wOrx.now isH u miSunDeRstOod mE kx..iF muA av suMhw ofFendEd u,i shuO yi sheng dui bu qi lOr.x..muackx!*hugGie!*
[xx.Fangs.xx] heY ya! maI sAd lE lOrx..Exam cOming lE, shO duN xianG toO muCh.. cOnCentraTe On ya stUdiEs.. jiA you!!muackX!*huGgie!*
[xx.ade.xx] yoS! shO paiSeh wOrx.cOme uR hsE uSe cOmp aRx.haa.BritTany muSt be tiNkin y i evErytiMe cOme & usE uR cOmp..lOlx.thAnx aR.sumOrE evErytiMe ask me stAy ur hSe eAt dinNer..hAa..reAli xiE xiE nI leH..muackx!!*huGgie!*

2004-04-22T17:19:00.000+08:00

yOs pipple! mua nOw at ade de hse using her cOmp.cOs my internet server sth wrOng arx.shO cOme here lOr..haha!tOday shO funNy wOrx. esther,ting,ade,shi hui & mua play hopscotch!haha!dun tinK it's childish k piPple!!it'S fUn wOrx..haa..den ade goRt 3 hses wOrx.haha!den mua dun av ani hse..*sad* lOlx. deN tat rAymOnd hOr..kaOz.bth him sIah..saY waRt ade de "hse" is hiS & ade's dE.. *er xin..* *maO zhan!!* den mUa was lYk *diAoz* haha!Yeah!!tmR ish Ladies Nite..!!haA..haO xIn fEn wOrx.muA lasT wk Of gg out lE..cOs mua dE papA saY afTer tiX wk,muAa goTta stuDy lE.haIz..siAnz siAh..hMm..tmR isH muA de lasT daY Of *ahem* *ahem*..shO muA nOrt gOnna bReaK muA prOmiSe...hEex!ade looking at me..haha!cing wat i blogging..lolx.dun c lah ade!lata can c de rite??lolx! joan+min+ade:hey piPple!bettEr stuDy hArd wOrx.haha!joan & min tmr isH FriDay!!tAt's LadieS niTez..lOlx.ade ar!!thaNx fEr leTting muA cOme urR hSe to blOg & eaT diNner at uR hSe eh!muackx!takE caRe laDieS meN!!muackx!!*huggie!* zhong di:yoS.hmM.if lYk tat gEr de huA jiU teL heR..jiE PROMISE + liFe timE gAranTee wiLl suppOrt u dE..!ah Di!!muSt jiA yOu wORx.nO maTter waT u dO,u gOrt uR oWn rites.lEt thE paSt gO & eveRyTing wiLl b pErfEct..:)dUn liE..bE faIthfuL.nv Say u liE aR..lolx!takE caRE!muackX!*huGgie!*

2004-04-20T20:00:00.000+08:00

yOz.!muA isH geTting beTter eAch dAy bah..erR.gueSs shO lOr.tOday,jOan,min,jo,esther,angel & mUa gO aDe hSe watch Passion Of The Christ..eRr..very grOss lOr..aloOt Of blOod shEd..waH. c le wIlL cRy One..VerY tOucHing siAh..it shOws hOw Jesus diEd fEr us..And shOw hw thE piPpl tOrture Him wOrx..kaOz.verY er xin + sad oSo lOr..kk. nO mOod tO upDate lE..knN! maYb mOod swIng lOr.z..taKe care piPpl.

2004-04-19T15:36:00.000+08:00

yOzZ!wo lai update le..wah..muiz tOday quite early gO home lor..den jiu faster cOme update..if nOrt lata cant updaTe le..haiZ..exams cOming le wOr..must study hArd wOr piPple!Muiz hOpe tix fri can fastEr cOme..cOs muiZ gg tO waTch mOvie wiF muA siSter's.cOs eveRy frI isH siSter's Nitex..lOlx.SiSterS waN suI.hAiz..budDen hOr..reCently..gOrta tiNgs haPpen lOr.tiX laOgOng hOr.eRr..shE chaNged siah..Ever sinCe shE gOrta "ahem" le..shE chAngeD lOr.. ehh. muA"aheM" hEre iSh nOrt *puFf* lOr.it'S sumtingS elSe..hMm..suMtimes reaLi bth lOr..haiZ. dunO y lYk tat lEh.. shO funNiex.. mAybe crOoked r beTter baH.. duN u tiNk shO? mayB i shLd OsO tUrn crOoked..deN jOin muA daRls..haha!reLax freNs..fer nOw,i wUnt tuRn..cOs of cErtain tinGs iN life muA stilL haVent setTle dOwn yeT..hAa..Q.S OreadY daO le..cOs mOst Of us tiaO caO tO a team calL LiaN xiN bah?tiNk shO lOr..haA.Mua crAp & fiSh til here..taKe caRe..mish ya!!SisTers WAN sui! muacKx! *huggIe!*

2004-04-18T12:22:00.000+08:00

halOz.err..muiz abit dulan + sad lOr..wtf!dunO aniting den stiLl wanna anihw say.haiz.ytd ish muiz de niece de 1mth.err..den gOrt alOt Of ppl cOme.Den kOr kOr OsO cOme back.den muiz update him my lastest de newS lOr.cOs he ask me mah.haha!dEn he cried siah..muiz xia daO wOr..he saY he nOrt ard,jiu gOrt ppl buLly muiz..haha!Den he OsO ask me be jian qiang..haha!den i keep luFfing siah..muahaa.actuaLly OsO nOrt funNi de lOr..*diaOx* HaiZ.Once muiZ waKe up,wO jiu quarreL wiF my tat stupid A-hOle de mei..anOther freakO +sickO siah..haha!we cant get alOng de lOr..eVeryday sure quarRel de..nvm..muiZ get used tO it ler.sho dun reaLi bOther le.lata mayb miting min,joan & js kOr...gO siT sit & talk talk..luFf lufF lOr..sianZ siah..nth tO dO eh.haO le..If lata gOrt aniting happen,den update lOr..LurvE u piple!..muacKx.!siSterS!u RocK mOi wOrld..!!*neHnehtOng*

2004-04-17T22:08:00.000+08:00

hey ya!today yi da zao jiu ask ppl donate $$.Hmm..heard tat it's fer the ex-convict ppl de..Err..muiz & ade today go Boon Keng..dun c dere lyk not mani ppl..got alot of kind hearted ppl worx..Hmm.. got tix uncle very funny siah.he wanted to donate $10 fer me.Den i tel him dun nid to donate sho much..$2 will do..haa.den he donate $2 lor..lolx.den ade dey all say me crazy..lolx.hmm..den today train wif the da ge & jie men..err..at 1st dun feel sho sad de..it's until when coach talk to us de shi hou,den start to..hmm..den Riccia & xue Shuang were the 1st to cry ar..den duno y..tix virus very contagious(tink spell wrongly le)..den spread to all of us..den when at the canteen coach say summore tings..kaoz..freak siah..most of us de tears auto roll down our cheeks siah...make us ren bu zhu oso cry..very emotional hor..but cant blame..we'r gers mah..haiz..hmm..gonna mish the training we had wif dem bah..den as we walk we did da punggol cheer..err..sound silly though,but wanna shout it out as a team..lolx..den ppl keep looking at us..taut wat happen..muiz hope nxt fri can faster come..cos we gg 2 watch dawn of the dead..haiz..den me will sure waste $$ again..lolx.!nvm..muiz will b brave de..lolx.!!hmM..shi jie men,duno if u all will come c mah..but jus wanna say thanx..err..managed to knw u all frm vball..sumhw the bonding ish dere bah..HeEx.ni men must do well fer ur O'levels woRx..jia You!![joan+shihui]wei!!how's ni men de red cross ar?u all go whr??fun not??take care!!Study hard fer Mid-yr!!God Bless..[ade]eh..hope u & him everyting will b back to normal..since he lyk sorta hint u le..i tink he wanna patch bah..hmm..at teh same time,he wanna best fer u..sho xiang hao hao hor!! [ah di]wah..u got wings le hor..knw how 2 fly far far le hor.muahaha!kan dao jie oso nv cal..nv say bye..haha!kidding niah lah..u wan or dun wan no one can force de mah..haha!study hard ar!!Exam cumin le hor!take care!

2004-04-15T18:18:00.000+08:00

i supposed 2 blog ytd de..budden blog dao haif way de shi hou,comp abit siao..den duno y suddenly restart comp..den muiz lazy to update again..sho nv update lor..ytd very fun worx.muiz go kpo watch the speech day de rehersal mah..den ELDDS de ppl perform..den got guang yao kor worX..den he very cool siah..lolx. den muiz say very loudly,"Zhou Jie Lun!!" lolx. den the teachers & band ppl dou ting dao..all luff siah..lol.x!den muizz err...abit paiseh lor..lolx.! today go AVA room.kaoz..muiz sit until lyk my hse lyk tat.but at least i'm better den stanley lor..haha!he reali treat it as his hse siah..lolx.!havent been slping well tix few days..today finally can slp well le..heEx.After sho mani days de sleepless nitex..it's time fer me to rest til i happi..slp as early as i can..da jia take care man..muackx!!Sisters WAn sui!! [xx.joan+yumin+ade.xx]:yoZzie.u all c the sister's blog le mah?haha!xie xie ni men..thanx a million..lam..duno u lor..u sumtimes reali funny siah..duno wat to say u..i tink i dun av ani rites to say u either..[xx.ah zhong da.xx] ah di ar!u better go c doctor hor!!u taut u wat?heal urself?!dun keep taking panadol lor..not gud fer health de..haiz..expensive ish not a valid reason lor..haiz..up to u..jie tel u, u dun listen..den jiu suan le..u ownself take care..[xx.thomas kor.xx]:kor ar..fang qi bah..reali not worth waiting de..she sux lor..reali F*** one lor..if i were u,sure scold her de..she lyk tix treat u..u still can tahan..when will u wake up siah??aiyo..wanna shake until u wake up ar..haha!take care..

2004-04-13T20:08:00.000+08:00

after a long day..i finally can b myself..well..i've been puting on an act..acting tat i'm perfectly fine..but actually deep inside me..i'm not..i smiled & luff alot today..luff at the most lamest &silliest tingys..haha..well,juz lyk tis morning..muiz give moiz sisters a smile tis morning..haha..guess dey'r shocked bah..hmm..moi dun wan my sisters to wei wo dan xin..ye bu yao ta men wei wo shang xin..haha..today nth much to update..well..wo yi wei wo nu li jiu ke yi le..dan shi wo cuo le.wo zai zhen me nu li,wo hai shi zuo bu dao.. haha! dun wori fer me ppl..i'm alright..S is t eR s wa N su I!!joan ar..y ur nick sho dulan..dun ar..haha! i'm alrite?r u?dun fed up lor..when u nid me,i'll oways b dere fer u de..muiz knw how u feel,but u make such a decision,ni kuai le mah?if ur ans ish yes,i got nth 2 say..cos i wan u to b happi..haha!i'll embrace u a tite hug wheneva u nid me 2 b dere fer u...muackx!yumin lg + cookie laoda,ni men hao mah??haha! yao hao hao zhen xi worx..laoda,if laogong say u bully her,muiz will take her away de hor..haha!!hao lah..wish ni men stay loving & swit oways..ade sista!yoZzie!u oso another one lah..dun tink sho much..since u tel him no motive le..den jiu suan lor..u funny siah..still intro him gers..lolx.wateva it ish,it's over..so..ferget it man!haha! take care lah..muackx!ah zhong di help me pass tix msg 2 ur "tat bladder" k? muiz wanna tel ta a word xie xie..xie xie ni cheng jing step into my life..muiz nv hou hui guo..but my greatest mistake was spoiling tix whole tingy..after xiang le yi duan shi jian,i realised tat it's better to b bro & sis bah..mayb if muiz & ur tat brother nv zai yi qi,tings wunt turn out tix way..but nvm..wo you cheng jing ai guo ta..xiang xin guo ta..dan shi wo bu shi yi ge xin fu de ger..wo mei you na zhong fu qi neng zai zhao gu ta..zhi dao fen shou hou,ni bu nan guo..ni bi cong qian kuai le..ah di ar..must help me pass tix msg hor..muiz trust u sho ask u pass de..if nv,i'll take shoe throw at u siah..haha..kidding niah lah..u oso ar..must take care..

tian.zhen:life has its ups & downs..take each hurdle as a challenge..after tat,u'll b stronger.. wat's urs,will b urs..wat's not urs will nv ever can b urs..bu zai hu tian chang di jiu,zhi zai hu cheng jing yong you..take carE!

2004-04-13T19:09:00.000+08:00

after a long day..i can finally b myself..i didnt cry nor look sad today in sch..i look perfectly fine..I smiled all day..but deep inside me..i was cryin all along..ppl may say y do i av to act..well,i dun wan my sisters to b wori fer me..sho early in da morning,i gave dem my best smile..Sho tat dey dun av 2 wori fer me..muiz thoughtful hor..haha..hmm...today i smile & luff alot worx..haha..muiz sho heartless rite? shld b sad but i smile whole day..muiz bitch mah..sho lyk tat lor..no one control me..:P well, sumtimes life ish lyk tat,u wunt knw wat's coming in ur way...joan sista,muiz ish reali alright..r u?Hmm..love ish selfish de..but it's very thoughful fer u to tink it tat way..But r u happy mah?as long as u'r happy jiu ke yi le..i'll oways b dere fer u..wheneva u nid me..i promise to embrace u a tite hug..take care! Sisters WAn Sui!!yumin laogong & cookie laoda.. ni men hao mah??wo guo de bu cuo..haha!must cherish each other worX..laoda,dun bully laogong ar..if not..muahaha..i snatch her back ar..haha!take care! stay loving & swit oways!!Ade sista..yoZzie!wassup man?haha!poor ting..now ur turn to rush the SS de project..hmm..since u let him knw le,err..den jiu gud lor.aniway,u told him no motive mah..haha!mayb he jio u patch?haha!take care lah..muackx!Ting darling ar..u today sho bad ar..make me cry..reali shock dao when u say tat..everyone will make mistake mah..i taut u oso lyk...dun wan me..sho sad..haha!mish ya!muackx!Darling wan sui worX!ah zhong di..help me pass tis msg to ur "tat bladder" ar..tel him tat i wanna thanx u..u may not knw y.but jusz wanna say xie xie..muiz cheng qing zhen de qu ai ni..dan shi wo mei you na ge fu qi..after tinkin,muiz hai shi jue de..wo men be bro & jie will b better..it's a mistake to b 2gether in the 1st plc..cos it actually spoil everyting..but nvm..tel him tat muiz cong lai mei you hou hui guo..and tel him..xie xie ta ceng jing step into my life..wo yi wei wo nu li jiu ke yi le,dan shi wo cuo le..wo zhen me nu li hai shi zuo bu dao..though muiz ish not a xin fu de ger..muiz yi jing hen man zhu le..zhi dao fen shou hou,ni bu nan guo..ni bi cong qian kuai le..ah di,must help u pass the msg ar..if not i take shoe throw at u siah..haha..kidding niah..relax worx..u oso take care worx!
muiz wanna tel da jia: life has its ups & downs..take it as a challenge in life.Cos after it hurdle,u'll b stronger.. wat's urs,is urs..wat's not urs,can nv b urs.take care!! i'll mish ni men de...haha!!!

2004-04-11T20:48:00.000+08:00

haloZ.how's ur day? muiz de?err..fine bah..hmm..ytd pei ade go the evening service ar..den pastor jeremy talk abt passion of christ..err..the whole service was rather tensed up lor..hmm..duno y too..err..den we go makan den play pool wif her frens whom i oso knw de.den tis morning abt 9:15 lyk tat mit ade again..go PLMGS(a sch i hate) c a concert ar..cos her sista got act mah..den go c lor..hmm..den after everyting muiz jiu dai lam go eat my mama de nasi lemak..lolx.den we go watch movie-HellBoy..err.. rather disgusting..yucks!tat's wat i tink lor..haha! den we after makan den jiu hui jia..nth much lor..hmm..despite the fact tat sho mani tings had happened,life still av to go on..i've learnt to av an opened heart to accept aniting..hmm..even though i felt unfair,i knw tat dere's nth i can do..cos y?Nth ish fair in tis world. well, ta dun av to feel bad or watsoeva..it's still not late to bu hui lor.reali..if oni u wan. it takes 2 hands to clap..it's all up to ta whether wat ta yao zuo shen me..wo shuo guo,i'll give time lor..i'll forgive & ferget.. it may b hard on u..but tat's how i reali tink..well,duno wat i'm talkin oso..Craps & fishes again..haha........err...well,jus wanna tel ta tat xin li zhi you ni..zhi yao ni kai xin jiu ke yi le..haiz..love u..take care..muackx! *huggie!*

yoZzie ppl..wanna ask ni men to reali take care..& remember to keep smiling..reali..be happi wheneva u can..gort ani problem,put urself in tat person's shoes 1st..den decide wat to do..okie??

2004-04-10T09:20:00.000+08:00

yoZzie! hmm..ytd very fun worX.lolx..hmm..we go watch movie..err..into da mirror..lolx.i tink hor..i go watch ish a waste of money..lolx.!hmm..cos i "hear" the movie more den i see the movie..haha!cos i keep covering my eyes mah..lolx. den when gort scaring part i hear instead of c.. lolx.!den the few gers behind oso very funny de..haha.the movie ish not so scary de..but cos of their scream ar.. we listen le oso scared..hEex!hmm..den after da movie we go far east mit shi hui..budden pei pian ar..lolx.!but nvm..den we go eat the ya kun roti..very yummy worx!:D err..den duno y.. joan suddenly face change siah..den we taut she angry.. budden dun av.. jus tat she very quiet siah..summore give tat kind of face.. c le u oso will pa pa(scared).den err..we take mrt home..LOLX! Tat min laogong hor..haha!when in da mrt.,she knocked until her head..LOLX! cos she wan 2 turn ard and sit.. den her fringe cover her view bah.. den she knocked until her head..haha! got one "Pork!" sound..lolx.! den the other passagers c le..all giggle..lol.x!den muiz & jingsheng keep luffing..haha!hmm..den i send joan home den on the bus got talk..haha!den after tat muiz sit at my hse down stairs de swing frm abt 10pm sit until 10:30 or 40 bah.. err..muiz tinkin of sumting mah..den wish 2 av peace & b alone..so i sit dere..and let my imaginary run wild...haha!err..den xiang hao le..jiu go home orh orh le lor.. haha! it was an awesome day..but muiz oso nv ferget to mish my dear worx..c..so thoughtful worx..haha!hao le..da jia take care![dear.x]:wat's past ish past le..today ish today..i can oni remember today's tingy...but ferget the past..sho it's suan le..u oso dun tink too much if u'r..all i wan u ish tobe happi..be it wif ur brothers or wat,jusz b happi jiu ke yi le..ying wei wo kan dao ni kai xin,wo ye hui kai xin de.. muackx!*huggie!*

2004-04-08T21:36:00.000+08:00

haiz.today isnt a happy or a gud day fer me..haiz..tis sentence reali true lor..wo yi wei wo nu li jiu ke yi le..dan shi wo cuo le..wo hai shi zuo bu dao..i reali cant understand y GOD ish so damn mean to me..muiz wanna curse & swear at u..but i cant bring myself to..y r u sho unfaair to me ne? y did u give other ppl 2 get the chance to being loved but not me ne?OH my GoD, u'r being bias.. If everyting can b found in dreams..i'll choose to slp 4eva and nv eva wake up to live in tis world of heartless & reality..reali..i'll reali wanna av tat kind of decision..not tat i'm not happi abt it..but i find tat it's a change..but i cant find y?Y suddenly lyk tat..i wuld wish tat it was a long long sweet dream..but it seems tat not long..i'm already having my nite mares le.. but i cant bear lor..hen she bu de.. cos if i jus slp fereva..i knw tat i'll be even more sad.. cos i've been lyin to myself all tis time..i'm sorri.. i cant be perfect.. and no one can..i had gave in all i can.. but dere's no avail.. i tried 2 do my best.. but i still failed..i tried to pretend..but my eyes betrayed me.. i tried to do everyting tat is within my control..but i still fall..i did try 2 hide everyting..but i cant lie to myself..my feelings were so true tat i could hardly breathe..haiz..wat is it lyk to hate sumone but love sumone at a same time?how wld u react to sumone hu changed to another person at a blink of an eye? wat can u say when dey say it's all fate? God, u make sho mani questions fer me to ans.. & wan me to learn tru' all tis deep & painful fall..but wat do i get in return? u bless another person fer her wrong doings.. but wat abt me? i've tried.. but u'r sho.. haiz.. y must lyk tat leh?haiz.. i'm reali sad now.. cried le.. taut mayb will feel better.. but..i cried even more.. i choose 2 believe in u more den anione else.. but tat's how u treated me.. dun u feel abit of guilt? or u dun even knw abt it..how i wish i can fly to places i've nv been.. and nv come back.. but i cant.. y? all thanx to tis sicko word" she bu de"..i nv even taut of giving up.. i wanted to step into ur life and make u happi.. but i realised tat i was oni hurting myself.. u arent sensitive enuff.. cant knw wat u'r tinkin.. cos u've changed.. well..i'm sorri.. i cant be perfect..wat ppl wan 2 u be..u may not be.. not blaming u fer aniting.. cos i knw no one ish perfect.. i said i'll give time.. but will u cherish??i hope u do.. u may feel very fed up by now.. or mayb not even reading it.. wat can i say. no one ish obliging to do aniting u dislyk.. so dun blame tat anione or whoeva.. haiz.. kk..stop here.. thanx fer reading my craps & fish ..and wasting ur time.. xie xie..ni men yao bi wo kuai le.. take care! muackx!

2004-04-06T17:11:00.000+08:00

today ish a raining day bah..i supposed..haiz.nth much happen in sch lor..except tat today mrs koh counsel muiz.hmm..she told muiz sth tat put me in deep thoughts..she said," Don't keep asking why are u so different frm others.But instead,accept it.And face it" hmm.she made me tink of a sth tthad happened to muiz recently..hmm..joan ar..tink u shld knw bah..told u on bus. hEex! tink i shld accept it den keep tinkin why tis & tat happen to me.. rite? She oso gort say mr goh tel all the teachers a story which we both tink it's meaningful..wanna share it wif u all.. it goes lyk tix. A donkey fell into tix deep hole. a farmer passed by and wanted 2 help the donkey 2 get out. But it was too deep.. and so the farmer decided to let the donkey die by filling it wif sand.. The poor donkey was so afraid and said," that farmer wants me to die.." as time past, the sand ish paling up..den the donkey realised that each time the sand falls on it's body,all it had to do is to shake it's body and stand on the sad.. den as day go by,the sand filled the hole and the donkey was saved..
err..duno if u all understand the story mah.. ehh..pardon muiz fer the poor flow of the story & language..broken eng siah..haha! err..it's sth lyk tat lor..haha!left my hist textbuk in sch ar..die le..tmr hist. de test sure fail de.. sianz.. haiz.. da jia yao take care worx.. mish ya! muackx! *huggie!*

2004-04-05T18:18:00.000+08:00

haiz..sianz..today ish a bad day fer me 2 start after a wkend has over..my blog de song ish meaning 2 me..u dun mish the water until it runs dry.well,u wunt cherish the person cos u take him/her granted..when he/she is gone..u den start 2 mish it...i realised tat tings dun go in the way u wanted it to..it'll simply jusz walk off in another direction..and tat's when u wonder y life or i shld say y GOD make life so hard fer u..and u begin 2 tink..Life ish all abt assurance(tink i spell wrongly le..) & it's full of ups & downs..and now..i facing all the downs..how would it b if u can jusz keep dreaming..if i av the choice..i'll choose 2 dream u knw..cos tat's whr reality doesnt hurt..& once u wake up..boom!it's all over.. :) although i had a few nitemares..but compared 2 tis reality world..it's nth..i strongly believed tat simple wordds can jus break ur heart.. or mayb it can make u feel so damn happy tat u feel tat u'r flyin in the sky..or carefree.. hmm..although words cant break ur bones..but it can surely break ur heart..a physical wound on ur body compare 2 a heart(emotion) wound is so much painless and easier 2 cure..a broken heart can take up to years jus 2 heal..but a physical woound?mayb a few months?Well,i mayb wrong..but diff ppl av diff tinkings & opinion..so dun blame tat person.. or guess wat tat person ish tinking..dun care how others look at u..cos no one in tis world ish totally "alike"..even twins av their difference too..haha!duno y i'm writing all tis..aniway..jusz wanna let u ppl knw tat..Different people have different mindset.. take care everyone..stay happy & b crazy..cos i knw SMILING ish the best medicine in tis whole wide world... muackx! thanx fer listening or i shld seeing my craps..

2004-04-04T08:31:00.000+08:00

nw ish mornin 8:30 bah..parents go out le..so can use the comp.*PeEs!* hmm..muiz ytd ish a guai nu'er worx..cos i tel my papa i abt 10:30 den come home..den he say ppl go out dating 10:30 already reach home..den muiz say i'm not gg fer a date..tat's y lata mah.. haha!den he keep diao diao muiz..*bleah!* but i 9:15 lyk tat jiu dao jia le..haha!denn my papa shocked dao siah..haha!hmm..lyk wat joan say..wo men kan dao shixian,kwang yeow kor + tat xiao qiang which ish steven..lolx.!yesterday min so funny siah..keep teasing ppl..she so kawaii des..2day supposed 2 werk de..budden muiz tel manager say i cant werk cos got family de tingy,den she lyk bu shuang..muiz oso haack care..haiz..vanessa,burhan & elyn still da best..oya.plus tat NOEE..!!lolx.!joan+min+jingsheng kor..ytd hao wan mah?keep singing the apple apple song..lol.x!summore sing quite loud til tat malay ger sorta scold us worx..lolx.!aiyah..ppl jealous mah..we knw how 2 sing but she duno..lol.x!hao le..take cARE ar..*huggie!*muackx! lam ah..haha!paiseh..lolx.!tis few wks cant come my hse ton..cos my hse too mani ppl siah..until muiz oso av 2 ban dao my lao bu room slp..hmm..mayb when i got my own room back den ask u come bah..den invite muiz frens av room warming party instead of hse warming party k?lol.X!siaoz!aiyah..wateva decision u make..make le jiu suan le..jusz dunch regret jiu can le..take care worx!*huggie!* muackx!fang zi mei..ni hai hao mah?still sad sad ar..aiyo!u sho small size..make ppl wori fer u siah..haiz..dun go tinky abt le lah..pull urself together k?must take care ar!!*huggie!*

2004-04-03T11:52:00.000+08:00

haloz.muiz yong le yi ge wan shang lai xiang wor..den zhong yu xiang tong le..muiz ytd shi you yi dian de cong dong..budden hor.hu angry still can keep smiling de??if reali gort must tel me.den muiz go find tat person ask him/her zuo muiz de shifu.. :) muiz gonna trust ta..but will he break my trust?i hope tat tix day wunt come bah.. aiyah..muiz not gonna care abt it animore..muiz cant b unreasonable de ger worx..muiz ish sensible enuff to tink tink.so not gonna angry wif watsoeva tingy..cos sheng qi dui shen ti bu hao..so muiz gonna b crazzi and keep smiLing tiL sia0 ar..lolx.!hmm..lata gg to mit joan,min,jingsheng..haha! budden hor..joan havent cum back frm her red-X..den summore she ytd got say she wanna slp slp 1st den mit..hmm..lata slp until dun hab 2 mitz..lolx.!nvm..den i'll go her hse ask her wake up ar..aniwae it's walking dist.so nvm.. *chEex* hmm..ytd oso quite sad fer fang zi mei..haha!aiyo..although muiz quite blur still..err..but muiz feel de dao ni de tong ku..learn to b jian qiang k?wan 2 cry jiu gan gan ku..hui bi jiao hao de..*huggS!* tix time hor..muiz wanna scold my tat jess laogong ar..u taut muiz duno wat u do ar?dun tink WS say she dun hab,i'll believe her lor..summore say wat..WS ask u pei her..pei her le den do wat?dun tink muiz ish bendan de..though at times muiz ish..haiz..ytd at cp cry de tears fer u..all wasted le..tink u duno bah..quan ni le..dan shi ni hai shi na me de sha..*diSapp0intEd*.. u go tinkie hao hao lah..take care.hmm..happen 2 chat wif a pri sch fren..Weiming ar..dun feel guilty ar.although the morale ish low..err..i tink ur team will knw de..Tis ish not the oni NpCc camp mah..so dun b sad or guilty le.. take care & smiLex! :D er..okie..tis one ish an apology worx..err..to "ta" of cosz. bleah!* err...dui bu qi worx..muiz ytd ish cong dong le bah..but hu on earth angry de shi hou wunt say those harsh de tingy leh?.....aniway,sorrie lor..bu yao sheng qi..mei mei jiu mei mei lor.. nth to say le..take care..*huggie!* muackx!
okie..muiz da owner of tix blog stop typing le..oya..min ar..xie xie ni worx..help me fer da 2nd time..lolx. so paiseh ar..hope u & him will b happi oways.. :) da jia yao take care worx! ji de yao yi zhi smile!!

2004-04-02T15:03:00.000+08:00

hi ppl.at 1st muiz de xin qing ish happy de..but after gg 2 one person de blog..muiz read le very bu shuang..reali bu shuang lor..wtf siah..say until lyk so close..so can i conclude tat another person oways tok 2 another person on the phone most of the time den calling another ger?freak lah!knn..muiz hate ppl hu 2 timer de lor..muiz nv say tat person 2 time lor..but lyk give me tat gan jue lor..bo bian..kaoz..still sho gud siah..can go find other ppl worx..bu jian de tat person will find tat another ger?summore sho close worx..wat can she do?tat person got ta de own freedom 2 choose ta de peng you..freak lah!duno is it muiz xiang tai duo or wat lor..nvm..muzi will jus wait & c..if reali cos of tat person..muiz will "fuck ta upside down" lah!KNN!

2004-04-01T16:49:00.000+08:00

hmm..my kuku papa duno do sth 2 my comp ar..den at 1st cant on de..kaoz.. but muiz clever..lol.x!so now can update..bleah!*my parents too toopid le..haha!my mama cum back le..sure say alot of tingy de lorx..sianz.tis morning i oso duno y..abit siao siao..early morning jiu sorta quarrel wif calvin..lolx.!den muiz oso duno y lyk not very happy wif him lor..kaoz..we both of da same rank fer now..den he lyk..haiz..den muiz scold "fuck siah.."den he ask muiz 2 mind my lauguage..*DiaOZzZ* hmm..jusz nw at sch de library funnie siah..yusra duno y keep luffing ar.. luff until lyk nobody business lor..summore she eat in da library..haha!den da librarian oso nv say aniting..cos we their senior mah..haha!wo kan dao min laogong keep peeping at cookie laoda worx!haha!lolx.nvm..laogong..muiz wunt jealous de..but nxt time i'll de..den u oso mai jealous lorx..haha!joan ar..jusz now song boh..lolx.!if u all happen 2 pass by da sch bus stop hor..dun b shock 2 c a kotex dere worx.haha!jusz now muiz zai wo de bag zao dao "mian bao"..den i ask joan she wan mah?den she say pass it 2 her..lolx.!den she stick at the bus stop..LOLX.!min ar..u all mish it siah..den after we board da bus..den saw dicky boy & laoda walking 2wards da bus stop..haha!i tinkk dey saw it bah!haha!we all very hao wan de..lolx.! hmm..now listening to laogong de blog song..opps!ish min laogong..sianz..today in class very tired..luckily wan zhen gort give muiz sweets..ah boh muiz sure slp one ar..tmr friday le..duno gort wat programme..hmm..okie..stop here le..must go walk my 2 toopid mei you yong de doggies..haiz..reali toopid..one dun dare 2 walk down de stairs..den another one..anihw bark at ppl..siao one..lolx.!okie..da jia take care!muackx! mish my sista(s) + dear.. hEex!

2004-03-31T18:05:00.000+08:00

yoZzie!Vball B'Bois get into top 8 worx!not bad siah..3 cheers fer ni men!lolx.!u all must continue 2 jia you worx!!*chEeexZ* ytd muiz go mit ade..den we walk her dogs..joanne & duno wat de..haha!so funny.. we walk almost whole of punggol..lolx. we dun feel tired..but da dogs were tired lor..haha!hmm..muiz tis morning almost late siah..7am den woke up..Actually wanna skip sch de..den my papa say he fetch muiz..so no choice..den go sch lor..Sianz.tmr got chemistry test ar..haiz.today oso duno wat mdm tan toking abt..dun reali understand how 2 balance the equation..*diAoz* sianz.my Social studies de proj sure die de..my grp not workin on aniting..oni ting darling & me doin niah..freak lor..Sam darling..must help me oso ar..dun oways slp slp in class..today nth much lor..same as ani other normal de days..andy 3/1 de..dun so dulan lah..must cool de..if i heard tat oso will fed up de mah..u so worked up oso no use..cool down bah..joan sista..nid u 2 help muiz in da A-maths worx..remember tmr must werk on the CME de project..hao le..stop here le..wanna go study le..my mama making alot of noise oso.. *baka lah!* -.-"

2004-03-29T19:12:00.000+08:00

elLox!da jia hao!wassup man!hmm..muiz jusz came back frm vball..tired worx!hehEx!muiz can oni use awhile..hmm..summore muiz de thumb swollen?err..sorta bah.haha!must faster type..hmm..2day tat chi tcher say wat wan the chi opera ppl 2 perform again..sianz..it's sumtime ard july..but dere's oni abt 7 of us..act wat?lolx.!funny lor..dun tel muz 1 person take 2 roles?*bluRrx* ehh..tmr ish the guys vball de match. hope tat dey'll win bah!ni men yao jia you worx!!bu yao qin yi fang qi. :) *cHeEx!*

joan & min xiao jie..dun angry wif angel..she abit siao de lah..although muiz ting le oso abit DL but nvm..let her say..make sure she oso dun get influence lor..u duno meh.her tinkin hor..oways diff frm ppl de..duno y oso..haha!she funny siah..i tink she jusz afraid tat ni men will lyk "tat ger"??duno bah!take care!muackx!*huggie!*
boyboy..tmr mayb cant go c da match..cos muiz gotta do my CME de project..dui bu qi worx.!hmm..must jia you ar.!dun repeat da same mistake..so tat u dun av 2 blame urself..but build up ur confidence.. :)mish ya!take care worx!muackx!*huggie!*
ade lam ar..haha!u hor..aiya!funny leh u..already gort le still confused..u dun go tink abt it..it's very natural 2 tink of him even when u'r wif han.err..u go tink hao hao..got a nice guy in front of u le..u still wanna tink....aiyo!wateva it ish..dun make use of anione jiu ke yi le..take care ar..muackX!*huGgs!*
yiling mei!u make me so stress ar..say wat if i eva ahem den u'll follow le..kaoz.!dun eva do tat ar..at most muiz dun tel u?*bleah!* better study hard ar.!!lolx.!*hug hug*

hmm..xie xie ni men fer wasting ur time 2 read all tis ar..haha!da jia take care ar..mish ni men..

2004-03-28T15:52:00.000+08:00

elLox!so tired worx..jus cum back frm werk.today muiz & shi hui werk da same shift.den our coordination funny de..lolx. abit "cok up"..we lyk passing baton..hmm.muiz werk at bk-rv fer abt 6mths plus le.. muiz & S.H werk da same shift oni twice bah..if i didnt remember wrongly..hmm..duno y too.muiz dun lyk tat male manager..he very wat siah..lyk very wat wat lor..haha!duno how 2 describe.hmm..heard tat the head office den manager was here..denn muiz hen pa(scared) cos i still not sure of da tings dere..den scared i ans wrongly..but luckily the manager nv come in spot check..ah boh muiz sure die de.actualli 2day supposed 2 b muiz de last day..but cos muiz no $$ so must werk lor..hEex.!so sianz..wonder wat dear doin ne?haha!mayb out wif his frens enjoyin himself bah..jusz wanna tel him tat..no matter wat happens.muiz de feelings wunt change de..cos i'll slowly learn 2 understand u even though u may not knw y..but i jus do..heEx.!haha!all i wan u is to b happi & keep smiling.. even though u oways pei ni de "bladders",muiz wunt mind de..cos muiz xiang tong le..cos i say i wan u 2b happy mah..so i let it b bah! heEx!dun get muiz wrong idea wor..haa!today muiz de pri sch fren suddenly cal muiz..kaoz..muiz shock dao wor..haha!muiz wunt ferget tat fren.cos ish she dai huai wo de.?haha!ya bah..she sort of dai huai wo bah..lolx.!mayb ish i influence myself?*diAoz!*haha!my papa beside me looking at wat i'm typin..lolx.!(papa..dun look lah!)opps!scold me le..sianz..stop writing le..wanna pom pom den do hw le..

2004-03-27T11:40:00.000+08:00

heex.!paiseh..now den update..bleah!today 6:30 jiu wake up le.haha!toopid hor..wkend still so early wake up..haa!no choice gort 2 feed tat 2 toopid dogs..Cos my parents tired..den oni left muiz lor..*diAoz* tmr my kor cum back le..haha! can c him le..*haPpi* lolx. den tmr ask him feed da dogs..haha! yeah! muiz hen huai hor..haha!hai hao lah..last wk my kor pei his gf den tis wk he pei us..hmm..as least he got plan lor..better den sumone lor..-.-?? u all dun anihw xiang lah..lolx.muiz suddenly hen xiang muiz de sista(s) men..haha!duno y oso leh..*huggie!*lata mayb gg out wif min dey allz..wondering whr we gg leh??hmm..i suddenly realised tat alot of tings in life..words are not enuff 2 describe it..certain tings it's hard 2 use ur mouth 2 say it out lor..reali hen nan lor..if keepin everyting inside can solve everyting ar..hu on earth will still say it out?got..oni the toopids?haha! no offense taken bah..take care! mish my dear & sista(s)..muackx!!

joan ar..lolx.ytd at msn chat,muiz siao de..so u can ignore muiz..haha!ppl cum tat one mah.. den emotion up down lor..haha! hmm..y u say tat leh?haiz..u dun live in tis world jusz to fill up the space k!u live in tis world cos u'r 2 reach ur goals in life..dun say u av no goal!well..u dun wan 2 do well in ur studies ar?haha.mish u..muackx!!ai si ni le lah!!
min lg jusz nw paiseh ar..haha!muiz taut u'r sayin...lolx.!cya lata!muackx!
ade ar..he reali very fan lor..at 1st it's not de..but den hor..haiz..i reali speechless liao lah..haha!not oni i feel tat lor..esther oso can feel it.lolx.!funny siah..take care!

2004-03-27T11:20:00.001+08:00

heex.!paiseh..now den update..bleah!today 6:30 jiu wake up le.haha!toopid hor..wkend still so early wake up..haa!no choice gort 2 feed tat 2 toopid dogs..Cos my parents tired..den oni left muiz lor..*diAoz* tmr my kor cum back le..haha! can c him le..*haPpi* lolx. den tmr ask him feed da dogs..haha! yeah! muiz hen huai hor..haha!hai hao lah..last wk my kor pei his gf den tis wk he pei us..hmm..as least he got plan lor..better den sumone lor..-.-?? u all dun anihw xiang lah..lolx.muiz suddenly hen xiang muiz de sista(s) men..haha!duno y oso leh..*huggie!*lata mayb gg out wif min dey allz..wondering whr we gg leh??hmm..i suddenly realised tat alot of tings in life..words are not enuff 2 describe it..certain tings it's hard 2 use ur mouth 2 say it out lor..reali hen nan lor..if keepin everyting inside can solve everyting ar..hu on earth will still say it out?got..oni the toopids?haha! no offense taken bah..take care! mish my dear & sista(s)..muackx!!

joan ar..lolx.ytd at msn chat,muiz siao de..so u can ignore muiz..haha!ppl cum tat one mah.. den emotion up down lor..haha! mish u..muackx!!ai si ni le lah!!hmm..y u say tat leh?haiz..u dun live in tis world jusz to fill up the space k!u live in tis world cos u'r 2 reach ur goals in life..dun say u av no goal!well..u dun wan 2 do well in ur studies ar?haha.
min lg jusz nw paiseh ar..haha!muiz taut u'r sayin...lolx.!cya lata!muackx!
ade ar..he reali very fan lor..at 1st it's not de..but den hor..haiz..i reali speechless liao lah..haha!not oni i feel tat lor..esther oso can feel it.lolx.!funny siah..take care!

2004-03-27T11:20:00.000+08:00

heex.!paiseh..now den update..bleah!today 6:30 jiu wake up le.haha!toopid hor..wkend still so early wake up..haa!no choice gort 2 feed tat 2 toopid dogs..Cos my parents tired..den oni left muiz lor..*diAoz* tmr my kor cum back le..haha! can c him le..*haPpi* lolx. den tmr ask him feed da dogs..haha! yeah! muiz hen huai hor..haha!hai hao lah..last wk my kor pei his gf den tis wk he pei us..hmm..as least he got plan lor..better den sumone lor..-.-?? u all dun anihw xiang lah..lolx.muiz suddenly hen xiang muiz de sista(s) men..haha!duno y oso leh..*huggie!*lata mayb gg out wif min dey allz..wondering whr we gg leh??hmm..i suddenly realised tat alot of tings in life..words are not enuff 2 describe it..certain tings it's hard 2 use ur mouth 2 say it out lor..reali hen nan lor..if keepin everyting inside can solve everyting ar..hu on earth will still say it out?got..oni the toopids?haha! no offense taken bah..take care! mish my dear & sista(s)..muackx!!

joan ar..lolx.ytd at msn chat,muiz siao de..so u can ignore muiz..haha!ppl cum tat one mah.. den emotion up down lor..haha! mish u..muackx!!ai si ni le lah!!hmm..y u say tat leh?haiz..u dun live in tis world jusz to fill up the space k!u live in tis world cos u'r 2 reach ur goals in life..dun say u av no goal!well..u dun wan 2 do well in ur studies ar?haha.
min lg jusz nw paiseh ar..haha!muiz taut u'r sayin...lolx.!cya lata!muackx!
ade ar..he reali very fan lor..at 1st it's not de..but den hor..haiz..i reali speechless liao lah..haha!not oni i feel tat lor..esther oso can feel it.lolx.!funny siah..take care!

2004-03-25T16:57:00.000+08:00

yoZzie!2day sports day ar..muiz 6:25am jiu reached le..haha!tat siao ade 6am jiu reach le..haha!siaoz..YEah!! Genghis got champion again worx! haha! Cheerleading oso! WHOOHOO!! 3 cheers man! lolx. though 2day ish a day worth 2 celebrate.. but muiz isnt happy.. now talkin in msn wif wei loon gan papa.. not papa.papa ish jasper..lolx. oya! ah pa ar.. Cograts wor! seE! u gort 1st!! lolx..okie..back 2 da topic..haiz..muiz jusz wanna tel tis tootie boi tat i've knw hor..haiz..jie knw u gort deeply hurt by her b4..tat's y now u lyk dun reali care fer ur stead..i strongly believed tat ur stead will understand u de.. cos she've been tru wat u been tru' b4.. but learn 2 care fer ur stead more lor..frm wat i c.. u lyk giving her too much freedom til give muiz da feeling u lyk dun care her ar..wateva it is.. u xiang hao hao.. av some self-reflection bah..jie not tryin 2 say u watsoeva..jusz learn to slowly open ur heart bah..take care!
Genghis ppl ar.. wazzup man!! lolx. well done wor!! 3yrs of champ!!not bad sia..haha!Cheerleading gers..hey ya! well done!! muackx!
jasper papa oie..haha!c lah..scared so much..end up oso getta 1st..nu'er so proud of u eh.. *huggie!*muackx!
weiloon gan pa..err...haha!tink u shld knw le lor..shh..oni u & some of my sista(s) knw leh..cant tel anione ar.. hEeX!
ah zhong ar.. lolx. not bad too..gort 3rd fer long jump.haha! hao bah! ni must take care worx!!*huggie!*muackx!
vball boys team:elLox! must jia you ar.. must do ur bery besty ar.. muiz will support ni men de!!

yoZ ppl.. mid yr cumin..must jia you!jia! jia! you! you! worX! haha!take care.. wanna slp slp le..huggie..love u.. muackx!sista(s)..take care..thanx fer being dere...

2004-03-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

haloz! haha..muiz got another niece le..haha! she's stayin at muiz de hse.oni 4days old wor..haha!her name is Valerie Lim Le Yi.. haha! so small..so cute ar.. look so fragile.. lolx. When she wake up..wo jiu take pic of her.. den my cousin scold me.. say y i keep takin ta de nu'er de photo.. funny sia..lolx.. hmm..2day muiz sort of go out wif mrs wee.. haha! she told me she went 2 visit mrs ong during the wkend.. haha! den mrs ong mention abt muiz.. despite the fact tat mrs ong not in sch rite.. kaoz.. her news very latest lor..reali ish lor.. she told mrs wee say wat..she knw abt "ta" & knw tat i got a attached le.. but the problem ish muiz didnt even tel her aniting ar... lyk no contact le lor.. but den hor...she still knw so much ar.. Even Mrs Wee in sch oso duno aniting.. haha! so power ar.. hao le.. stop here le.. take care everyone.. mish u all.. muackx!

2004-03-22T18:17:00.000+08:00

da jia hao..wah biang..my mama very wat siah..buy samsung X430 fer my mei mei..the plan gort 1000 free sms & free in-coming lor.kaoz.! muiz wan new hp oso dun hab! summore my mei mei pri 4 oni siah..i sec1 de shi hou den reali gort muiz de own hp..kaoz..den i tel my mama i oso wan..den she say she gimme the plan den i take 8250. den muiz de 6510 give my mei.. kaoz.! den i say i dun wan.. i wan the plan & hp.. den she say can but provided i pay fer everyting lor.. *pengz* DiAoz! so bias sia..my mei mei so damn naughty..she still dotes her.. *jealous wor..* dunno my mama is it gort sth wrong.. haiz.. wat to do.. she still wo de mama ar.. haha! hao lah.. u all take care bah! muackx! love ni men losta!!

[vball boys team ] ahha! National is here le.. jia you wor! believe in urself tat u can do it..and do it well wor!! haha! remember self confident is half battle won! *cHeEx.*
[ade]: ger ar.. aiyo! i oso duno how 2 say ar.. u just wait fer da rite time..but i tink he shld knw le lor..so.. err.. dun wori too much fer the time being..
[kenneth kor]: muiz reali duno wat u tryin 2 do eh.. wat nonsense lor. lyk her still let her go? u taut wat? a heroic act ar? lemme tel u lor.. it's an idiotic act.. if u reali lyk her y still let her go?no wonder hockseng kor dey all angry wif u..siao ar? aiya! u lyk tat happy meh? no rite? so u gong rite? haiz.. take care lah hor..
[hockseng kor]: muiz wunt tel u de lor..even if i knw or duno..i still wunt say out de.. u go find out urself bah! u now kanna probation still dun wan 2 b guai. summore plan wat u gg 2 do after ur probation..b guai lah.. lolx.

2004-03-21T19:39:00.000+08:00

haiz.muiz de xin qing ish *DL* & *sad sad*..2day saw the manager..err..lyk tat lor.. gud 2 the crew..but she abit funnie leh..at least better den my mei mei jiu ke yi le..:) jusz nw hockseng kor ask sum funny question tat muiz dun even knw..er..not convenient 2 say out.. not abt stead jiu dui le.. haiz..*negLected* haiz.. tis few days not happy at all.. may appear to..but not at all bah..stop here le..
Liza ar..err..tink u oso wunt come here c de..2day u last day hor..taking a long long break ar..den u take care bah!
superman..muiz knw u wunt come.but still wan 2 say u.haiz.muiz duno wat 2 say lor..u very sucky ar..reali make me lost of direction..duno wat the hell u tryin 2 to do siah..
yoZzie alvin & ben..u 2 very funny lor. say smoking cause bad breath & it's bad fer health..den y ni men still ahem ahem leh? y dun u say it 2 urself ne? take care lah..

muiz 2day not in gud mood..may offend sum of u.. but.. er.. no offense taken lor.. no hard feelings.. haiz. take care bah!

2004-03-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

yoZzie! *tired wor..* last nitez abt 2am den orh orh.cos muiz talk to joan sista 1st den orh orh.. haha! den tis morning abt 10 or so lyk tat jiu reach orchard le. cos Ngee Ann city dere got bball de match..kaoz.. the guys play until so rough lyk gg 2 fight lyk tat..lolx.! so funnie siah.. den we today kan dao mingjie dey all & steven dey all play..hmm..den muiz oso kan dao sam darling & ben..err..not tat dicky boy..lolx.!den abt 6+ lyk tat,we all go home.. sianz.. tmr must werk.. *diAoz* wondering which manager on shift leh.. Hope ish Noe de shift..haha!at least her shift not so stress..haha!joan ar..muiz shocked dao wor.haha!nv expect u 2 av a jie mei de blog..xie le bah! huggie! muackx! mish mish ni men..

2004-03-19T16:20:00.000+08:00

yoZzie!err..ferget to type one impt msg (2 me impt) 2 G6 de ni men hu'r gg overseas 2day..haha! eh..firstly hor.. muiz am sori lor...err.. cant send u all off. heEx.! haha! duno wat 2 say ar..scared muiz will cry wor..haha! siao hor? lyk tat oso wan 2 cry..lolx. err..go dere perform de shi hou..dun keep burn midnite oil lor.. not gd de ar.. den dun rush tru' the part whr it's supposed 2 b slow ar..muiz not dere 2 give ur timing..so better practice hard ar..ahha!if possible..u all video-taped down the whole performance k? haha! den let muiz c.. remember wor.. oni chance & it's a RARE chance wor.. so put up ur best performance lah!lolx.muiz bendan tat's y nv cherish tis chance but ni men shi cong ming de..haha! dun let "another grp " de gers get all the plc ar..u all shld knw wat i mean lor..hmm..midnite flight 2day rite? hao lah.. juz remember Cannon in D cannot go more den tempo 200..ji de ar!!if not sound very nan ting! dun oways ferget den let laoda scold scold wor.. jia you ar!! take care. mish mish u all.. muack!! *huggie!* Yi lu shun feng.. * cheEx.!*

2004-03-19T09:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday go bbq..den muiz ahem ahem lor..at 1st ish 1 mouth.. den tat dicky boy go shout wat ask my dear to kan jin wo..*dIaoZz* so damn paiseh..freak wor.. haha!den err.he ask muiz got ahem mah? i say no lor..haha! den muiz feel guilty..den qu zhi shou..confess 2 him..lolx. den he say nxt time wan ahem de hua..take 1 stick?den i lyk uh?! lolx. shocked dao..muiz sorta bendan de qu xiang xin ta de hua wor..haha!after sumtime lata..muiz again ahem a few mouths lor..heEX.!*bleah!* den b4 i go home muiz talk 2 him..he lyk angry angry wor..*sad sad* den keep sayin muiz..say until lyk wat lor..make muiz feel sho sho bad arz..heEx.! so funnie..ahha!

[x "ta"x]: err..haha! sori ar..lolx..no more nxt time le k? heEx!so dun sheng qi le.. u say until lyk tat..muiz still dare 2 do it again meh? lolx. take care lah hor.. mish ya!
[x joan sis x]: Sista ar..muiz wanna say sth 2 u.. u'r a great sense of righteousness de ger..reali lor..it's ytd muiz cai fa xian dao de.. as long as 1day u didnt take the crooked way..ppl hu r closed 2 u hor..oso wunt take the crooked way..wif u ard..doin sth wrong..will make one feel real bad when looking at u..haha!got tis king of special power wor.. "S" personality hor..reali lah..u wunt or i shld say strongly disagree us 2 choose the crooked way..haha!it's lyk..u wunt soft-hearted at tis kind of tingy..muiz yong yuan chong pai ni.. muack!write the longest one fer u.. *huggie!*

coOkie`peArL wanna ask all of u 2 faster do finish ur hw ar.. sch gotta reopen le..haha!summore Mid-yr cumin too.. da jia must play hard but werk even harder!! muackx! take care! enjoy urself to da fullest bah!!

2004-03-18T14:19:00.000+08:00

jus come back frm vball..sianz..supposed 2 go back 2 sch again at 2 fer the banner meeting..but i lazy ar..summore not feeling well..so nv go le..*lei~lei* hmm..lata gg out wif min,joan & angel.. haiz..so sad..muiz still havent watch haunted mansion..den muiz de cousin yi zhi lai suan wo.. *jealous~* hEex.! muiz havent ask my mama whether i can go not..*bleah!* jusz nw my new manager cal muiz..wo xia dao..taut wat happen.. my bk-frens say she very soft hearted.. den juz nw hear her voice sweet sweet de..haha!hear le oso feeling tian tian de.. heEx.!but duno how she look lyk leh..haha!her name ish joanne i tink..sianz..hope she not lyk my sicko sister hu's name oso joanne lor.. *diAozZ* haha!okie..muiz wanna go do my stuff den mit ah joan dey all ar..take care buddies men! muackx! *huggie!* mish ya!
[baoBei`lg]: err..duno u'll cum c not.. but wanna say yi sheng dui bu qi..err.muiz nv do sth tat let u down lah..er.jusz tat muiz sorta "scold" u lor..sori wor..muackx!mish mish ya!!

2004-03-17T20:07:00.000+08:00

muiz so long nv update le..paiseh..yesterday muiz go see planet shakers de concert.. coooool man..very rockkk lor..err. it's live band lor..the drummerrr play until so cOoOl sia..lolx.the lead singer oso..gotta very gd voice..haha!den muiz today go play pool wif my cousin..the plc very soothing..table & the ball oso gd.. lyk..u can feel de lor.. lolx. hmm..den my dear 2day go study wor..muiz abit shocked dao wor..haha!but tat's gd lor..cookie lao da..xie xie ni wor.. haiz.. got hw nv do..lazy 2 do oso lor..esp physics..so mani pages..heEx.mish my dear dear wor..wonder wat's he doin nw eh?*huggie!* hao bah! u all take care! muack!

^cOokie laOda^ : laoda ar..not duno lor..it's tat tru' da phone hor..all of ur voice deep deep de..den lyk all da same one..and dun disturb me lor..abt wat ai "ta" bi jiao duo tat tingy lor..make me paiseh siah..heEX.2day xie xie ni wor..help me ask him 2 study.. u'r da best! *huggie*
^jOan sista^ : yoZzie! err.got sth nv tel me hor..haha! jk..u got ur own decision mah..can choose wanna tel me anot.. muiz wunt blame u de..i'll cherish de..wo zhi yao ni kuai le..muack! mish mish u..
^min laOgOng^ : laOgOng ar..err.dui bu qi wOr..muiz nv pei u da qiu..sori ar.. got more happy le mei you? muack! mish mish u..
^ade lam^ : Lolx.!err..got "him" le hor..so better cherish him ar..summore u can c him more often lor..i trust him tat he wunt let u down lor..unlike.....err.u shld knw hu..since u made ur decision le..jiu love him wif all ur heart bah!muack!
^ben ben^ : yoZzie! aiya. dun liu lei or sad sad lah..it's natural 2 feel tis way..since it's lyk tat le..jiu let it be bah..or u can again..xiang hao hao?mayb muiz dun reali understand ur situation in detail bah..but..kai xin is the way of life..
^jingsheng kor^: haha! yoZzie kor! duno u'll cum here see see mah.. haha! congrats wor..muiz gotta da sao le..take care!
^i'lluz^ : err..duno u'll cum see see not..tis yr O'level wor..must jia you ar! When is de qing nian ju zhan? muiz wanna go watch leh..so tel me k? jia you!take care mr zhang hao gu..!!lolx.!
^my ting3 & sam dar^ : daRlings..!! muiz hao xiang ni men wor..wondering wat u all doin eh? got take care mah? got do hw not? lolx. must work hard hard wor..muack!

2004-03-15T11:58:00.000+08:00

haha.muiz nw in sch de comp lab doin the history tingy lor..*yawnz*..so hungry wor..havent eat yet..du zi zai jiao le..heEx.Summore lata got vball de training ar..so sianz..no strength 2 play ar..haiz.yesterday zai pasir ris de interchange kan dao hen duo army boi boi..den muiz jiu xiang qi muiz de kor kor..Gerald jie..my kor kor go army..u oso shi zhong le..hahA!no news frm u ar..kor kor wan me take care of u de..So u better dun anihw anihw wor..lolx.must everyday b4 12mid reach home ar..if not kor kor wanna nag nag le..haha!kaoz..muiz wanna orh orh liaoz..*ZzZzzZ* so sianz.. duno ask us 2 cum fer wat leh.. do the toopid history..extra work fer me..ku ku ah wu lah.. humph~! hao bah! i stop here. ni men yao xiao xin & take care wor.. miss "u" & ni men wor.. haha! *bleah!* muack!

2004-03-15T00:10:00.000+08:00

hmm..nite nite le jus reach home not long wor..but pom pom hao le..tis morning go marina promenade dere fer CIP programme..err..not very fun lor..haha!but nvm lah..must got ai xin wor..lolx.jusz nw go Shi hui de hse warming party..den muiz,min,joan,ade,angel sit down talk talk abt our xin shi..we oso help to solve each other de problems..haha! den duno y..shi hui on "milkshake" den everyone jusz dance along..lolx.haha!err. her room ish not very big lah..but can squeeze all of us inside..haha!den we just go siao siao..lolx!haha!we laugh lyk nobody business..sing lyk nobody business..lolx..we gotta great time lor..hmm.. but oso got "miss miss ta" wor..heEx..okie..wanna go orh orh le..muack! miss ya!

-min laogong-: laogong ar..muiz tink tat let everyting settle down 1st lor..cos if not..will hab alot of probs de wor..
-ade sista-: hey ya!congrats wor..dun av 2 c ya suffer le..cos got "sumone" look after u le..heEx.!
-joan sista-: ehh..u hor..say wanna enjoy single life rite? hao bah! den go lor..but dun let ahem ahem wait too long??
-shi hui sista-: yoZzie! haha! fun mah? all siao de..esp tat min min ar..lolx.hao bah! u & javen stay loving wor..

2004-03-13T11:23:00.000+08:00

haiz..sth wrong wif me blog..the date funny funny de..sianz..lyk one day slower leh..haiz..nv reali kan dao s.h.e stop here le..lata den continue..

2004-03-13T09:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday abit sad sad lor..cant reali c S.H.E..Can oni c abit abit oni wor..haiz..summore tat leeyan ps us..Kaoz..at 1st got 7 of us go..den end up got 6 oni..y?COs leeyan go join her frens..Den she say..her frens allow another 2 ppl lyk tat..Den my jesslyn laogong feel tat it's very fair lor..Cos 7 of us go..but oni 3 get 2 av a clearer view of S.H.E..So my jesslyn laoGonG end up pei muiz wor..aiya! Suan le lor..mayb she oso not gu yi de..mayb she oso zhuo you wei nan..nvm!Still got S.H.E de concert..lolx!Den tat angel ar..Wan 2 drink..den ask jing sheng help her buy..den got 2 bottles..we share.. but tat joan hor..drink one bottle le..Den lata drink another one..Den at cp de shi hou,she lyk not feeling tat well le..At 1st muiz wanna pei her go home.But cos yumin laoGong dey all gg her hse..So muiz jiao gei ta men zhao gu ta..At least gort min & jingsheng still "awake" bah..lolx.!okok..We oso got mit "ta" & frens wor..hEex.!so happy..lolx.sianz..lata nid 2 go back sch do duty..Got the mit-parents session..Sianz..den bcos of tat..Cant go out..wah biang..haiz..Okie! muiz stop here le..miss "ta" lotsa!u all oso lah..muack!*huggie!*

2004-03-12T13:57:00.000+08:00

haa!lata can kan dao S.H.E le.. YePeE!!lolx. Fri zhong yu lai le.. hao xing fen wor..tmr get back ca1 de report card le.. hmm.. err.. my results lyk shit lor.. not gd..haiz..let papa c sure..haiz..die de..sure wan me everyday study..haiz.so sad.. den dun muiz used comp. & go out.. but look at me..U tink i'll obey him ar? sure no one de..haa!he go werk..i got out..haha! Sianz..Holiday still must go back to sch.. so sianz..summore got lotsa hw wor.. hEe.x!dun talk abt hw now.. Talk abt it lata..Now talk abt S.H.E.Wah..hope tat we can kan dao ta men lor..Cos muiz de fren de fren morning go pai dui le.. But duno de spot can c dem de mah..summore got the toopid fan club..humph*hao bah..i stooopp here le.. wanna go out soon.. take care! enjoy ur hols wor!!muack!miss ya lotsa!!

`joan`:haha!excited mah?lolx.can c s.h.e..summore oni yi chang.haha!u snap min de sex band how mani times ar??lolx.muiz de dream reali hen qiao lor..haiz..hope it wunt come true bah..
`min lg`:laogong ar.. u dun anihw anihw wor..if even wan..oso must find me ar..lolx.!
`ade`: ger ar.. y u give joel tat ans ar?lolx. u oso another tootie lor. haha! silly..cya tmr ar..
`coOkie laOda`: yoZ! laoda..u must xiao xin wor.. dun fall down leh..humph! y u nv bring cookie leh? angry le... haa.
`zhong`: yoz! y ur blog nth de ar? muiz cant c anitingy leh..??lolx.hao bah..u oso take care wor.. cya on sun..
`sam darling`: dar..muiz duno if u'll cum here c mah.. err..but muiz wanna say sorri!!haha!so long le..still havent reply ur letter.. bleah*

2004-03-11T20:17:00.000+08:00

today ish a normal day lor..So sianz..muiz today hao guai wor..do hw leh..First time so guaiz.hmm..today joan,min,angel & muiz go cp den kan dao jingsheng. den we sit sit talk talk..Den after tat..we saw jesslyn my laogong dey all..Den we lyk one big family lyk tat. talk talk den laugh laugh.. Especially tat joan.. luff until so...lolx..Den oso so bian tai..lolx. eh..yumin ar..muiz wunt jealous de lah..haa!we'r nth de lor.. so u dun xiang wai wai lah..kaoz..jusz nw "ta" used cookie lao da the msn & chat wif me..den muiz kanna trick lor..Summore ask the question make me so paiseh one..*diaAO*

[x-joan-x]:yoZ!today very happy wor.. Keep luffing..Tmr even more happy..Can kan dao S.H.E..haha!mauck!
[x-min laOgonG-x]: haha! u dun siao lah.. Muiz wunt jealous de..And nv will de..And u hor..dun ask silly question lyk y we nv stead lor.. siao!muack!
[x-ade -x]: err..sori leh..cos of s.h.e,muiz dun wan go training.But luckily,no training tmr lor..heEX.u dun xiang too much.if he bully,i'll kick his a**!!*huggie!*
[x-cOokie laOda-x]: kaoz.. u 2 very bad lor.. haa!make muiz so damn paiseh..haha!take care! COOKIE WAN SUI!*huggie!*
[x-zhong-x]: kaoz..freak u lor..lolx. hao lah.. long jump on sports day.. u jia you! I'll support u..But will support my papa more..Cos Genghis rulex man..:P *huggie!*
[x-jesslyn laoGOng-x]: hmm..muiz knw u wunt come and c de.but still wanna say u lor.. wat u tryin 2 do ar.. dun b lyk me lor.. err..regret le..Muiz dun wan u 2 "hurt" urself lor..k?muack!
[x-sI hAn-x]: kor ar..err.. hack care her lah..she siao one lor..i taut oni i more siao ar..But it turn out 2 b..she more siao de muiz.. haiz..

tIaN.zHeN.nIu.hAi wanna wish ni men happy oways!

2004-03-10T21:02:00.000+08:00

haloz!ni men hao mah?haiz.Tmr must stay back do the toopid today in history..wah biang..muiz reali cant find lor..haiZ!haa!today muiz realised got a very bian tai de pic in my hist.textbk..hmm..lolx.!today..supposed 2 av long jumpy de..but duno y raining leh..haha!muiz toking crap again..err..muiz in great letters debt..lolx.Own ppl alot of letters..haha!die le lah..dui bu qi wor..i reali too bz & lazy 2 reply..bleah* heEX.:x S.H.E cumin le!!! YEAH!!! But den hor.. got vball training leh.. sianz.. hmm..mayb i skip den c muiz de s.H.E!!
U rox man!!!muack! take care everyone! Study hard hard wor..*huGgie!*

2004-03-09T19:23:00.000+08:00

haloz to all..HeEx.Muiz told my laoda le..Den she quite disappointed lor.. Haha! den she sorta scold me too..Dun angry wif me le.. Hmm.. Today de assembly programme sorta "enlighten" muiz?Cos the indian man say wat..Now concentrate on studies 1st..Music can wait..haha!muiz got da banner tingy.. haha! den muiz 2day got talk to "ta"..HeEx.so happy.*bleah.Even though it's lyk 3 sentence oni..haha!But muiz hen contented le..Haiz..So sian wor..*yawnz* haha!

[G6 angELz]: yoZzie!U all better play well wor..haha!muiz cant help u all cover up le..U all r own ya own..lolx.Dun sad sad lah.. I dun go gd mah..Can let other ppl go..Muiz not up to standard lah..Jusz a little finger compare to u all.But muiz oso dun understand y laoda still wan me go.. haha!hao lah..U all take care bah!

[xjOanx]:sista..wassup man?lolx!muiz hope friday can faster come ar..
[yumin laOgOng]: dear.. ni hao mah? muiz hen jiu nv hug hug ni le..LOLX!as long as ni kai xin..jiu ke yi le..
[ade.]: hihi! err..wat i told u is true lor..haha!U can dun believe me..u must jia you wor..dun let "her" take over quick spike..
[coOkie laO da]: wah biang.. u today so fierce.. muiz shocked dao wor..dun angry lah..He's a arrogant freako. haha! Eat cookies a day..keep anger away..:)
[jasper papa]: papa..Dun scared lah..Got nu'er to support u..Jia you wor!!U can do it de!!!
[ah zhong]: hEeX.Sori ar.. 2day yi zhi suan ni..i oso duno y lor..haha! dun take it to heart lah. Gd luck 2 u..
[benedick]: heloz! u dun xiang too much le.. keep smiling!!Remember to eat cookie...
[si han]: Kor..dun care her lah.. She siao de..mayb i mit her..Den talk 2 her..er.. dun so fed up lah..

err...kk..i end here...nth 2 say leh.. oso duno y.. lolx. u all take care bah! love ya lotsa!muack!!*huGgie* TTFN...Ta Ta Fer Now!!

2004-03-08T18:12:00.000+08:00

Haiz. Tmr must give ans le..After thinking..muiz decided not to go le. I knw u all sure will tink i toopid lor..But muiz ish not..I agree tat gg dere 2 perform ish muiz de greatest dream..But muiz now oso knw wat i wan.Summore i find tat i'm very lousy wor..Compare 2 dem ar.. Muiz ish last one wor.. Err.. gg Perth to perform ish indeed a rare chance fer muiz..But must tink lor. 3 wks leh.. Come back le sure av alot of HWS & tings to catch up wif de.. Moreover muiz ish a ger coming frm a normal sec sch..Not lyk laoda & Ashley dey all..Come frm gd & independent sch wor.. Dey so cong ming.. Sure can cope de.. haiz. I dun wan music 2 b a subject lor.. I dun wan 2 study fer music but let music b part of my hobby & a way tat i can enjoy lor.. I dun wan 2 get stress over music..Though i reali love music alot..But i dun wan 2 rely on music fer the rest of my life ar.. haiz.. err.. xin hui you yi dian de tong lah.. But i wan the best fer me.. I knw myself best..:) i wanna wish G6 de ni men,best of luck wor..Do ur very best bah! Haiz.. sianz.. Muiz dun wanna talk abt "ta" le.. Cos i seriously duno wat 2 do lor.. haha! Can oni mo mo de xi huan "ta"..HeEx! I oso knw tat "sumone" ask tat "sumone" de fren whether i still lyk "ta" anot lor.. muiz dun wan 2 say hu is tat "sumone" lor.."sumone" knw it him/herself . Den i told tat "sumone" de fren tat i dun lyk "ta" le..but muiz lied 2 tat "sumone" de fren..Cos i knw tat is "sumone" ask "sumone" de fren 2 ask one lor..hmm.. dun wan 2 let u knw lor.. let tat "sumone" xin yang yang.. bleah* haha! muiz finally knw how 2 play de FF de song le.. lolx.! so happy.. But nid more practise lah.. haha!my monitor cut botak!den muiz keep suan him & keep knocking on his head until he was angry.. lolx.!sorii wor!!oya! S.H.E tis fri come SG.!!!.. lolx. So happy.. Muiz gonna go wor..haha! so excited.. lolx!!!!!!S.H.E RULES!!!

-G6 angels-
YoZzie!err.. i knw u all sure will scold me after reading de.. haha! reali dui bu qi.. i wan wish 2 further studies lor.. Cos ...No point lah..aiya!u all just take care of urself over dere. Do ur best on the day of performance wor!*huggie*
-Joan sista-
haha! Hen yu ai de tian tang wor.. lolx. muiz xiang hao le lah.. dun wan 2 go..lolx. i wunt regret de.. Thanx fer ya support!muack!
-yuMin laOgOng-
wah.. ni de heartless gang how le?lolx. laoGong take care ar.. Ni shi zui shuai de!!muack!
-ade sista-
haloz! how u le? aiya! nxt time dun go c his blog lah.. Make u even more sad oni.. ahha! take care lah hor..
-ting ting & Sam darling-
pts & darL... muiz got alot of $$$.. Can yang ni men le.. haha!Nvm if u got rejected or local U lah..I can provide fer u all jiu hao le.. haha!!
-coOkie laO da-
Muiz wunt ferget ni de.. haha! err.. muiz knw wat 2 do le.. err.. i wunt puff* le.. Cos i dun wan 2 b lyk my tat fren lor.. thanx fer "shaking" me up..
-ah zhong-
YozZie! err..ni hao mah? U cut hair lyk nv cut lyk tat.. Never cut slope wor.. Lata Mr Wu come find u den u knw ar..lolx!
-raymond-
Oie.. wat u tryin 2 do eh? Tink hao hao wor.. remember wat u promise me ar..

kk.. i end here le.. Got homework must do ar.. HeEx! Hen yu ai de tian tang rox!